Julianna Grace LeBlanc is one of the most sweetest, smartest, most kindest student at Riverview high and is Captain of the Cheer team. She has many friends but finds out they are all fake. She goes into a deep depression which makes her more angry...
*ashers pov* When I get home, I go straight to my room. London was still in my car by the time I was already heading up stairs. I locked my door, put a sweatshirt on, sweatpants, and laid in bed with my face in a pillow. Hit tears streamed down my face. I sat up, put my ear buds in, and listened to music while I cried. I must've cried for hours. I'm at the point where there isn't anymore tears and it's just me silently sobbing. I can't be too loud because I don't want my parents to treat me like a baby even though I'm acting like one. I'm heartbroken. My heart is shattered. I can't love anymore. I can't trust anymore. Everyone and everything I ever loved is gone. What am I gonna do? I can't face seeing her everyday with him. I can't even say her name or I will start crying again. I really loved her. But not anymore. She broke me. She broke me into a billion pieces. I will never find true love again. I check the time and it's been 4 hours. That's the longest I have ever cried. But what do you expect, it's her fault. If she even told me about her liking you know who, it would hurt, but not as bad. She just completely left me. For him. I decide to take a shower. I look in the mirror and my eyes are all red and puffy and there are tear stains a on my shirt and cheeks. JI need to get my mind off of everything but I keep replaying in my head her holding hands with him and making out in the car. My vision is starting to get blurry and I pass out. I wake up to water pouring on me. I get up and feel light headed. I dry my hand off and check the time on my phone. It's been 45 minutes since I last checked the time when I got in. I just stand under the water. I don't even care about using soap right now. I dry off and lay in bed. I'm staring at the ceiling when I get a notification on my phone. I just ignore it and go back to looking at my ceiling. Then I get another one, and another one. India lit decide to see who is texting me.
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*ann's✨ unblocked you* Ash please let me explain. Please? Come on answer me.. Asher. Asher Dov Angel! Please just here me out. - Ann's ✨ What do you possibly need? - Ash🙄 I need to meet you somewhere private to tell you... - Ann's✨ Cut the shit annie. You don't need to tell me anything. I'm not gonna listen to your lies. I'm sick and tired of everything that just happened. First we are all good and friends, then you just block me out of nowhere on every social media platform. Then you go and ignore me when I try and talk to you and go sit with Jack. Out of all people who him? You know I hate him. He stole Peyton from me and now he's stealing you. For fucks sake annie, you trying to make my life miserable? I think so. I loved you and you broke me. Why would you do that? You are just like every fucking girl in school. You don't care about me or anyone. You just use all of us. And for what? Popularity. That's not gonna get you anywhere in life. Now just stop texting me and trying to tell me your lies because I'm not going to listen to you anymore. -Ash🙄 *ash🙄 has blocked you*
••••••••••••••••• I threw my phone across the room and started to punch things. First it was my wall, then my door, then my dresser, and my tv. My mom and dad busted through the door and tried to stop me but I couldn't. I kept on punching things and throwing things on the floor. My room was a complete mess. Everything is destroyed. My anger is getting the best of me. I felt arms around me pulling me to my bed. Both of my parents hugged me. I just cried in their arms. I can't take this anymore. My hands are bleeding and shaking really bad. I could just feel the blood pouring out of them. London came running with a first aid kit. I was still sobbing while they cleaned my hand up. "Asher do you want to talk about it?" My mom asks concerned. I don't reply and I grab a backpack and stuff some clothes into it. Everyone watches me while I do it. I pack a bag and next thing I know I'm driving away. I don't know where I'm going. But it's anywhere but here. I've been driving for a good half hour when I see a sign that shows a camp site. A bunch of memories come back from when I was younger. My family owns a cabin here and we used to come every fall for a little vacation but we haven't in a couple years. I follow the road where it leads to our cabin and park in the small drive way. I get out and find the key that my mom would stick under a rock and opened the place up. It's not that big but I think I could crash here for a couple of nights.
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I put my bag down and get settled in. I see that I have a bunch of texts and calls from people from school but I don't even bother to look at them. I stay in what I have and get into one of the beds. I just lay there. I'm finally at peace. Well at least for now. As long as I don't think about it, I'll be fine. ••••••••••• *A/N: here is chapter 11. It's a lot shorter then usual but I'm trying to make them not as long. Poor Asher. Like I feel so bad for him and what he has to go through. Annie's POV will be next chapter! Well have a goodnight to day whatever time you are reading this bye! -cadi 💛 Word count: 1045
