Jack walks in and looks right at me. My eyes are red and puffy. I really don't want him to be here because he's gonna want me to leave but I'm not. I need to tell him to leave but I don't know how.
"Asher? What are you doing here?" Jack says sitting next to me.
"I'm here for Annie." I say in a dumb tone.
"Well I think you should leave." He says getting more comfortable in the chair. I just shake my head and roll my eyes. "What I'm serious." he finishes.
"You are really asking me to leave? You weren't the one who drove as fast as they could to her house to see if she's okay. You weren't the one who broke down her door to get to her. You weren't the one who had to find her shaking uncontrollably on her bedroom floor while coughing up white foam and sweating to death. You weren't the one who sat with her for 15 minutes straight until the fucking ambulance came. Did you know? No you didn't. Now if you ever tell me what to do I will beat the shit out of you. You hear me?" I say with eyes all on me.
"I-I'm sorry man." He says looking down.
"I don't have time for sorrys." I say and move to another seat. The girls have come in and heard everything I said to him. They look sad. I feel bad. But I'm hurting too. I look over at Jack and he is just sitting there on his phone. He doesn't care about her. He's probably texting Peyton.Wait....The person must be Peyton. She hates Annie's guts and plus she wants to be with me so maybe she black mailed Annie to get back with me. Omg that's it. Now I need to confront her. But I'll do it after I know Annie is better.
I continue to look through pictures of Annie. I didn't know I had so many. She takes up almost my whole camera roll.
Jack comes over and sits next to me. I act like I didn't even know and continued to look through the pictures because I know he's looking.
"You're pretty close with her aren't you?" Jack says. I just ignore him and put my phone in my pocket and move to another seat.
"You can't ignore me forever." He says while shaking is head.
The nurse came in and said she is in the ICU and only family can come in. This was all too much for me. I walked out of the hospital and sat on the ground and put my head in my knees. I could feel the cold bitter wind hit me while I sit there. I start to cry again. I don't want to lose her. A couple days was bad enough. But forever. I wouldn't be able to live.
I head back inside and everyone's looking at me once more. I really don't know what their problem is. Like mind your own business. The doctor comes in. Finally it's the moment of truth. We all get up and go up to him.
"Okay we have some bad news with Ms.Julianna. So we found out she had a wart condition and she needs immediate surgery. We need a heart for her or it will fail any second now..." he says but I interrupt him.
"I'll do it." I say without hesitation.
"Are you sure you want to do this? It will be your last day today if you do this.." The doctor says being concerned.
"I don't care. I won't Annie to live as long as she possibly can. She is worth dying for. I will do anything for her. She is the love of my life. I want you to take me in surgery now." I say getting my phone out to call my parents.
"Are you sure? We need approval from your parents." The doctor says.
"I'm going to call them now." I say going in my contacts.
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*In the phone call*"Mom?"
"Yes hunny?"
"You need to come to the hospital right now with dad and London."
"Why? What's wrong? Is there something wrong with Annie?"
"No I'll just explain when you get here. Okay? Come quick it's an emergency."
"Okay okay I love you."
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"You're in love with Annie?" Jack asks sitting next to me again. I just shake my head and stand up. "Wait let em talk."
"I don't want to listen." I say blankly and walk over to another chair. He follows me. "What?!" I say getting aggravated.
"Just listen to what I have to say." He says looking nervous.
"Whatever" I say rolling my eyes.
"Okay. I'm so sorry for everything I ever did to you. I didn't want to date Peyton I swear. I was getting blackmailed. Just like Annie. I knew all along. She wouldn't ever be interested in someone like me. So Peyton got a bunch of people to get pictures of Annie changing, putting cameras in her room, and putting a microphone in her light. Things I didn't want to get out would get out if I told anyone. I can't take it anymore I needed to tell someone. I wish I never kept it in that long. She wouldn't be here." He says tearing up.
"So you would rather a little secret not get out but let Annie fucking injure herself and might possibly be dead by the time I give her my heart? Get the fuck out of here." I say while my parents walk in with London and Hayley.
"Asher Dov Angel! Never speak like that in front of me ever again do you hear me?" My mom says. I just hug her. She hugs back a couple seconds later.
"Okay don't be mad but, I'm donating my heart to Annie." I say tearing up.
"W-What w-why." My dad says stuttering.
"Just let me do it. She deserves to live. Hayley needs her. Her friend need her. I need her. But without her here I am nothing. I will feel really guilty if I don't do this. I love you guys so much." I say while crying. They all hug me and say their goodbyes while sobbing. I feel bad but I just have to do this. Annie's friends come over and give me a big hug. I can't believe I am doing this but I love her.
I get changed into one of those blue hospital gowns on and take anesthesia. My mom and dad are in the room with me. Before I finally close my eyes, I say "I love you Julianna Grace LeBlanc" and pass out. They did the operation and took my heart and put it into Annie's. She is in a small coma. She will hopefully wake up soon from her new heart. I am glad I gave her mine. I will always love you. Even if I am not here I'll still watch over you.
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*A/N: here's chapter 13. Ahhh I'm mad that Asher did that because now he's gone. But at least he did it for annie. It will definitely be Annie's POV in chapter 14. Also, THANK YOU FOR 1k reads ahhhhhhhh. Never thought a single soul would read this. I love y'all! Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. Well bye! -cadi💛Word count:1236
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