Another planet - the boys (request)

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I can't believe I let the boys talk me into this, I know that I can be a little uptight and need to relax but this is fucking stupid.
"It's not like we're doing coke or anything" George says "it's just weed"
"Nah no coke until a few hours time" Matty adds
"I'm not doing coke" I reply
"Matty's just being a dick y/n" Adam replies "you don't have to do anything you're uncomfortable with since it's your first time" Ross says "Just what you're comfortable with"
"I reckon s/he'll be doing lines by the end of the night" Matty laughs "now light up"

I'm still not sure about this, it's something that I've always wanted to do but never have because I've not been around people I've trusted enough. I love the boys to pieces but the only one that I'd put all my trust in would be Adam, I've known him the longest and I do find it hard to trust so that's probably why.

"Light up" Matty exclaims, looking like a kid on Christmas morning
"As you wish" George answers
"I can't believe we're doing this" I laugh to cover the nervousness
"I'll look after you" Ross says, his voice sounding all husky, making me feel as safe as I possibly could
"I'll not let them talk you into anything you don't want to do" Adam adds "right Matty?"
"Okay okay, such spoil sports" he laughs
"Do you want me to show you?" Adam asks me

He's my favourite out of the boys, I just get on so well with him. I may even have a slight crush on him, if I'm being completely honest. I can't think about that right now though, I can't let myself get distracted, I need to stay in control for now.

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After Hann showed me how to inhale it was all fine. When it started to hit me I definitely relaxed a little, it feels nice. I feel so at ease with the world, I feel like I'm floating, I'm on a cloud. I keep going up and up, feeling lighter and lighter.
"I want pizza" Matty says
"Oh my gosh" I moan "pizza sounds so good, I want all the toppings. Large pizza with all the toppings"
"Well get the girl what she wants" George adds, inhaling again
"Yes George!!" I reply "you're an absolute babe, as of course all you boys are. I love you all to pieces, you can all come float on a cloud with me"
"So are you enjoying the feeling?" Ross asks
"Yeah I am" I answer "I feel at one with the world, I'm a plant and I've rooted, there's so much to feel"
"She's not making any sense" Adam laughs "is she making sense to you?"
"I think so" Matty laughs
"It's like I'm flying, up and up, floating like mist in the breeze, but I'm also grounded, I feel closer to the earth and I'm rooted" I explain "I wanna know what sex feels like this"
"I'll show you if you want" George laughs

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I never noticed how pretty the orchid next to me in the room is. It's pink is so bright and mesmerising, I feel as if I could look at this flower all day and not get bored. There's beauty in everything around me, the Forrest green of the curtains, that make me wanna take a stroll through the woods.

"Are you coming to the pool?" I ask Adam "I wanna walk with you"
"Sure I will" he answers, standing up and slightly losing his balance then laughing
"Everything is funny" I laugh just hearing it for the first time "why is everything funny?"
"Being funny is funny" he giggles grabbing my hand and starting to pull me along "let's walk"
"You're the best" I say when we get to the pool "I kinda wanna get in" he says pulling his top off
"Let's get in then" I reply starting to take my clothes off too "it's warmer than expected"
"It is" he replies "but it is middle of August, so still summer"
"I love summer you know" I explain "the warm air, the sun, the food"
"Autumns more for me" he giggles "you're hair matches the autumn leaves"
"I guess it does" I laugh "I love autumn, it's so calm and nice and you feel connected with the earth and I fall in love with humanity as a whole, it's so inspiring"
"You should write" he says "really it's so sentient how you're describing things"

I don't know how it happened or how long but I'm kissing Adam, his hands are lightly winding their way through my hair, my wet hair that's so matted and gross though he doesn't seem to mind.
"Your hair is like silk" he says breaking apart
"Sssilk" I laugh "it doesn't sound like a real word, I love it"
"You're right the ssss, is great" he says before going back in for the kiss
Before long his hands are on my skin, my waist pulling me into him. I've never wanted someone so much, my body is shaking each touch making my skin even more on fire.
"I want you" I moan
"Me too" he replies the water flowing around us, it's mesmerising watching the light sparkle off it, his hands on my body, his lips against mine. He is such a beautiful being, his emerald eyes, his hands all up and everywhere. I've never wanted this so much. He's moving against me, with me, all over me. Taking what he wants, giving me what I need. Hungry with desire, fuelled with passion. Everything feels so light, there's not a care in the world, it's just two bodies together. Two souls reaching to each other and connecting on a level that others can't touch, in these moments I feel alive. I'm dancing on light, my body transported to another planet, gravity taking control of me and keeping me grounded. In those final few seconds I'm feeling everything a human can possibly feel all at once, the intensity bringing me back to reality and there's nothing other than this feeling.
I am at one with the earth, and I am questioning why I was ever nervous to do this. Getting high feels so good.

A/n: this one has certainly been a challenge. A very welcomed challenge, I enjoyed writing this so much. It's probably not very good as I've never experimented with drugs but I'm hoping it's what you asked for, loved writing it even if it took a while.
Requests open,
Thanks for reading

Kayls x

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