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I'm broken and bleeding - George

Trigger warning ⚠️
this imagine may be upsetting for some people.

George is the love of my life. I don't have to be psychic to know that, for me there is no one other than George. I want to spend the rest of my life with George and was so happy when he asked me to marry him.

Recently George and I have been trying for a baby but up until now, we've not had much luck. Hopefully this is it though, I think as I'm doing a pregnancy test. As much as this is a normal thing to do it feels degrading peeing on a stick.

Waiting for the results feels like the longest wait of my life. It doesn't help that I'm extremely impatient, all I want is the result. I want to be able to phone George up and give him some good news, since he's been touring for a couple of weeks and this seems to have take it out of him.

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I'm overjoyed when the test tells me I'm pregnant, I don't even think about the time difference and decide to call George up.
"You woke me up y/n" George grumbles down one end of the phone
"I'm pregnant" I scream
"Really?" George gasps
"I've just done the test George" I squeal "yes, really"
"I love you babe, and I can't wait to be home with you and our baby" he babbles on "we're going to be able to get cute little clothes. Please tell me you want to find out the sex of the baby"
"Yes" I laugh "I want to find out the sex of the baby, but it's still just early days"
"I can't wait to see you again" he answers "I love you"
"I love you" I sigh

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I had to attend both my twelve week scan and sixteen week scan alone because of George touring. It's quite evident now that I'm pregnant though, my belly has started growing. Sometimes I can feel the baby move, it feels like I have butterflies in my stomach. I can't wait for George to get home. He's going to be so pleased.

I know George wanted to attend my appointments but with tour dates it just wasn't possible for him to attend. Today is the day he gets back though and I can't wait for him to see me. For him to see us.

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"George" I squeal as he walks through the door
"Y/n" he laughs kissing me "omg look at you, you got fat"
"I'm not fat, I'm pregnant!" I pout
"Obviously" he laughs
"Here" I answer pulling his hand to my stomach
"Omg, your stomach is all hard" he gasps
"Obviously to protect the baby" I answer
"I can feel it you know, it feels like butterflies" I explain
"I love you" he kisses me
"I love you too" I answer

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I'm just about to go out the door when George opens it.
"I still can't get over your stomach" George kisses me
"Neither can I, and I've had longer to get used to it" I laugh
"I love it" he places his hand on my stomach
"George" I scream as a sharp pain goes through my back "omg omg omg"
"What, what is it?" He asks panicked
"I think I'm bleeding" I cry "George my pants are wet, I'm bleeding. This doesn't feel right"
"We need to get you to the doctors, fast" he whips me off my feet and into his arms before carrying me out to the car.

"This doesn't feel right" I cry "I've not felt the baby since being in the house, I'm losing her George"
"I'm going to have a daughter?" He asks
"You were going to have a daughter" I cry in pain "I'm losing her"
"You are not losing her, just hold on we're almost there" he instructs
"George, it feels like period pains but like the worst period pins of my life" I cry "and I'm bleeding"

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"I'm so sorry" the doctor says entering the room with the results "your body has went through a terrible shock, we would like to run some more tests to know how this may have happened. Once again I'm so sorry"
"George" I sob "I've lost her, we've lost her"
"It's going to be okay" George wipes his cheeks before wiping mine "we'll have more opportunities to make babies, a lot more"
"I don't want more" I cry out "I want this one"
"We will get through this" George cries "we can get through this"
"I don't want to go on George" I sob "I don't want to have to go on"
"We will get through this" George hugs me "we always get through things"

A/n: omg I am sobbing. This was so heartbreaking to write. I hope no one ever has to go through something like this. This was so painful to write, I couldn't imagine how it must feel being in this situation. Hope you enjoy reading and didn't cry too much like I did writing this.
Thanks for reading.

Kayls x