Finally the ray of hope

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(A/n I know the picture above is Corey but you will see why later in this chapter! Now last chapter I left you of with a to be continued so let's continue)

~still in the flashback~
2 hours later
I woke up in this really bright room but it kind of hurt to move.
Why?
Oh wait
I think me and mom got in an accident/crash
Is she ok?
Y/n: E-excuse m-me? Wh-where is my m-mom?
Doctor:..... I-I'm so sorry your mother died on impact
That's when I lost it. I started balling crying begging my mom to come back....
But she never can
She's gone
Why
Why did this have to happen to her...
Doc: There someone here to see you
Y/n: Alright
The doc opens the door and there stood my dad...
Crying with real tears. But they don't look all sad they also look of anger.
Is he mad at me?
The world?
Both?
I have no idea. But he comes over to me stares at me for a good 5 minutes and saying nothing until
Dad: I can't believe she gone and it's your fault...
And he walks away not to return until I can be emitted from the hospital...
~end of flashback~
I stood there in tears. I miss my mother so much.
She was the light of my life..
She always made me smile
Laugh
Do fun things
Y/n: Hey mom how is it up there? I miss you so much. I hope you are watching over me. Well see you later...
I whispered so I don't wake my dad. I go upstairs really quickly.
❗️❗️trigger warning❗️❗️
~if you don't like self harm skip to the hearts~
I went to my room and looked under my bed.
I found my secret box with stuff I don't want my dad to find. I open it up and find my razor.
I roll my sleeves and see past scars. I start slicing for 2 minutes and stop. I put the razor back in the box and put the box under my bed.
I go to the bathroom and wrap my arm up. I stare at myself...
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( Omg I'm sorry I forgot to put these before)
It was my fault
I made my mom take me and she got killed in a crash
But there's nothing I can do...
I stop looking at myself at the mirror and go downstairs quick and quietly.
I look for my dad hoping he's not awake yet.
I look at the couch and see he is still sleeping. Good I will go in the kitchen and pretend I just finished.
Y/n: Hey dad I finished the dishes!
I lightly yelled so maybe he won't yell at me so much. I hear the couch moving and footsteps coming towards the kitchen.
Oh god I he thinks it's good or I'm getting my fucking ass beat again.
Dad: Took you long enough
He looks at them to make sure they are well done dishes
(Yes I know he's that bad)
Dad: It took you to long but they look good...thanks
Y/n yes sir
He walks back to the living room and falls back asleep on the couch.
Y/n: Wait dad before you fall asleep is there anything else you need me to do?
Dad: Uh no not right now thank you *he grumbles*
He falls back asleep and I sigh in relief. Thank god I go upstairs and hear my phone go off with a small ring. I think I got a text. I go towards my phone and see Corey texted me. Woah I haven't talked to him in a long time

In text
C= Corey
N/n = you
C- Hey N/n! How have you been? So I have  question for you.
N/n- Hey! Yea it's been really bad tbh. But uh what's your question?
C- So how would you like to come live in L.A. with me and Devyn?
N/n- Really?! Are you sure? I haven't seen Devyn in a long time!
C- Yes of course! I miss you we need to hangout and catch up and I will pay for your Ticket and everything.
N/n- OMFG you don't know how much this is going to mean to me! I will tell you why when I get there. I will get back to you in a bit!
C- Ok! Ttyl!

Omg! I can't believe this is actually happening! Except what will my dad say...

(A/n and this was Finally the ray of hope! I really really really hope you liked it. Omg I'm so nervous still! Well I will see you in the next part! Love ya ❤️ - Tem)

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