More Than You Know

4: Don't want to leave you

Hey lovelies, so I'm at the bus stop right now and I'm typing this on my phone so sorry if it's really bad. Also why don't we just dump my body in the middle of that pack of hyenas from the lion king because I broke my promise. Please forgive meeeeee I'm sorry.

Dada is Noah's nickname because he acts like a father figure towards Bella and is the oldest out of their whole friend group.

Quotes of the day is by Coco Chanel: 𝓑𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝔂 𝓫𝓮𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓭𝓮𝓬𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯🌷❤️

Enjoy!!
lil_nooby

xxx

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I slid in the backseat of Shawn's Family Jeep, and he slipped in next to me. Aaliyah was in the far back seat looking out the window. Karen and Manny were seated in the front.

"Everyone ready?" Manny asked while looking into the review mirror. I buckled up my seat belt and shot him a thumbs up.

The car drove away from my house and down the icy roads. I felt somebody grab my hand and I looked down to see it was Shawn. I smiled to myself and squeezed his hand a little. He was nervous. Can you blame him though?

"You'll be fine Mendes. Just do your thing." He gave me a smirk and I playfully hit his arm.

"Thanks Lané. Just remember that every minute of everyday I'll be thinking about you." He said it so genuinely and I knew he truly meant it. I smiled and pecked one of his rosy cheeks.

"I will too Mendes."

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Shawn's P.O.V.

"You'll be fine Mendes. Just do your thing." Her eyes were sparkling in the morning light and a small yet large smile was plastered across her face.

"Thanks Lané. Just remember that every minute of everyday I'll be thinking about you." Those words came from the bottom of my heart, and I truly meant them.

I love Lané she's amazing and I'm gonna miss her like hell. I'm going to miss the little dimples that form on her cheeks when she smiles, I'm going to miss her gorgeous eyes, her hair, her dimples, her face, her voice, her smile. I'm going to miss everything little thing about her.

It breaks my heart how I had said the words I did to her last week, guilt still overruns me but she's forgiven me. Its just going to take a while for me to forgive myself. Before I could think of anything else I felt something soft and plump against my cheek.

I froze and my heart stopped. She was kissing my cheek. I could feel my heart melt at her touch. I felt her remove her lips and I softly touched the place they had just been.

"I will too Mendes." I looked deep into her eyes, wanting nothing more than to wrap her in my arms and hold onto her forever.

There's only one thing holding me back, she's my best friend. It would ruin our friendship, besides I'm not even a hundred percent sure that I like her, but I am a hundred percent sure that I love her; as a friend of course.

Everything went silent and no one spoke. I just sat there staring out the window a million thoughts racing through my head. I took the last I would see of Toronto for a while, glazed snowed covering the houses, buildings and roads. It was so picturesque.

I sighed, a deep sigh. I was going to have to leave all this behind again. I ran my fingers through my hair as Lané's phone began to ring.

"Oopsies, shut up stupid phone." She scolded while answering her phone. We all laughed, her comment and the look on her face were so adorable and cute. Her cheeks were shaded a light red and her dimples had formed in her cheeks.