𝗳𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗲𝘃𝗲𝘀

you say im in love?

"mom?" i asked, slightly nervous as to what i was going to say next. "yes sweetie, what's up?" she replied in her calm and sweet tone. "it's just... you know how i've been dating five?" "yes, what about it? is something wrong? are you going to break up with him? has he done something to hurt you?"suddenly i was bombarded with questions as curiosity took over her.

"no no mom of course i'm not breaking up with him, and no he hasn't done anything wrong to me... in fact, it's quite the opposite" you began. lately i've been thinking, and boy i know that usually that isn't the best thing. but this time it's different. i've been thinking about five. i've been thinking of how much i love being with him, how much i love being in his embrace after a long day at school and i love how passionate and loving he is towards me, i love our long talks and when we don't talk at all, when we simply sit in a comfortable silence.

it felt as if there was no word or words to describe what it's like being with him, no word was just right. only, there was in fact a word, a word of which i haven't said to anyone before. but a word i contemplated saying to five. "mom i think i'm falling, i'm falling so very hard for him. every moment i'm not with him, i wish i was. and when i'm with him there's no place i'd rather be, i want those moments to last a lifetime."

but maybe i'm overthinking things. maybe i'm just overreacting, there's no way this could be. "mom i just want to stay in his arms! i just want to lay with him and i want to talk with him and i want to listen to him" there were so many thoughts running though my mind. so many things i want to do with him, so many things i want to experience... but i want to do it all with him right by my side. "i just can't even find the right words, it seems there is no right word or any amount of words that could formulate how i feel about this boy!" "oh sweetie" my mom replied with a small giggle.

what could she be laughing at right now? i'm telling her everything! i even began pacing around the room in an attempt to calm myself down. i'm spilling my heart out right now! and she laughs. "what's so funny?" i replied with anger evident in my tone of voice. "only love makes you that crazy."

love? i thought. could it really be love? could all these thoughts racing in my mind all be connected to one simple word? one word that makes or breaks relationships? one simple word that is so overused now a days that it seems as if it's lost all meaning? "love?" i stated, looking down at my hands trying to piece all my thoughts together as if it were a puzzle. 

"i think so" she replies. i was at a loss for words. this word meant so much to me, so much that i never thought i'd be using it so soon. "so,"

"you say i'm in love?"

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a/n: hey guys it's currently midnight for me and i just kinda thought of this, it's not as good as i would've liked it's just that i've thought a lot about this word lately and tried my best to put in into words right now though i clearly didn't put enough effort into this i hope you still enjoy it slightly, or maybe you enjoy the concept? either way i love you all 3000 and i hope you have the bestest day/night wherever you may be in this world🥰💞