This is the last chapter for this series so ye. This chapter is based off something I saw and I thought it looked cool so enjoy.
I can hold my breath, I can bite my tongue
I sat in a cold room, my hands tied to the back on the car.
I can stay awake for days if that's what you want
I was broken, torn. I can get the sound of the gunshot out of my head.
Be your number one
I tried to cry but I couldn't. I ran out of tears. I stared at the blank grey walls, emotionless, yet so emotional.
I can fake a smile, I can force a laugh
As I went over the situation over and over again, I realised it was my fault. My fault.
I can dance and play the part if that's what you ask
If I didn't force Will to come with me, he would be with me right now.
Give you all I am
As I felt my face get warm and my body gets cold, the tears in my eyes appeared.
I can do it, I can do it, I can do it
But I couldn't keep it in, I couldn't hide my emotions anymore.
But I'm only human and I bleed when I fall down
The hot tears fell down my face, I wasn't able to wipe them away.
I'm only human and I crash and I break down
I tugged on the rope, causing my wrists to bleed, little drops of blood falling down my fingertips.
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
I started moving around, the chair moving out of its original place.
You build me up and then I fall apart
I screamed, louder than before. Hoping someone would hear me.
Cause I'm only human
As my body fell weak again, I stopped moving around and I just sat there.
I can turn it on, be a good machine
As the cold silence fills the air, I get stuck in my thoughts. I wondered why my mother just left me. Why both of my mother's left me.
I can hold the weight of world's if that's what you need
Am I that dangerous? Am I that big of a threat to so many people?
Be your everything
How I Brenner still alive? After the attack at the school? Will told me all about the attack and how he survived.
I can do it, I can do it, I'll get through it
But he's most likely dead. I killed him.
But I'm only human and I bleed when I fall down
I wonder where Steve and Robin are. Are they okay? Did they see Will?
I'm only human and I crash and I break down
Could Will still be alive? Maybe he might not be dead?
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
Gosh, I miss Will. His hair, smile, face, kindness, bravery. Bravery.
You build me up and then I fall apart
Will saved me, I could have died but Will risked his life for me.
Cause I'm only human
The room was silent, dead silent. I could only hear my sobs and my heavy breath.
I'm only human, I'm only human, just a little human
I want to die. I can't be in this world without him.
I can take so much, till I've had enough
I can't go home without Will. I would feel guilty and horrible.
But I'm only human and I bleed when I fall down
Joyce has gone home without her son once; I don't want her to go through that again.
I'm only human and I crash and I break down
Maybe if I never came home, it might be easier.
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
I can't do that, I can't do that to everyone. I need to be strong.
You build me up and then I fall apart
I'm going to get out of here, I'm going to save Will.
Cause I'm only human
As I push my thoughts away and I hear the door handle rattle. I snap my head up and look at the metal door. It flies open and a soft voice whispers,
"Y/N?"
What did you think? I am now writing the last book for this series so that will hopefully be up soon.

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Fanfictionthird book of the 'insane series' you are still figuring out your powers and you start to wonder if you are safe at all. •completed •slight swearing •please vote and read •i tried