unstable | will x reader |

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This is the last chapter for this series so ye. This chapter is based off something I saw and I thought it looked cool so enjoy.

I can hold my breath, I can bite my tongue

I sat in a cold room, my hands tied to the back on the car.

I can stay awake for days if that's what you want

I was broken, torn. I can get the sound of the gunshot out of my head.

Be your number one

I tried to cry but I couldn't. I ran out of tears. I stared at the blank grey walls, emotionless, yet so emotional.

I can fake a smile, I can force a laugh

As I went over the situation over and over again, I realised it was my fault. My fault.

I can dance and play the part if that's what you ask

If I didn't force Will to come with me, he would be with me right now.

Give you all I am

As I felt my face get warm and my body gets cold, the tears in my eyes appeared.

I can do it, I can do it, I can do it

But I couldn't keep it in, I couldn't hide my emotions anymore.

But I'm only human and I bleed when I fall down

The hot tears fell down my face, I wasn't able to wipe them away.

I'm only human and I crash and I break down

I tugged on the rope, causing my wrists to bleed, little drops of blood falling down my fingertips.

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

I started moving around, the chair moving out of its original place.

You build me up and then I fall apart

I screamed, louder than before. Hoping someone would hear me.

Cause I'm only human

As my body fell weak again, I stopped moving around and I just sat there.

I can turn it on, be a good machine

As the cold silence fills the air, I get stuck in my thoughts. I wondered why my mother just left me. Why both of my mother's left me.

I can hold the weight of world's if that's what you need

Am I that dangerous? Am I that big of a threat to so many people?

Be your everything

How I Brenner still alive? After the attack at the school? Will told me all about the attack and how he survived.

I can do it, I can do it, I'll get through it

But he's most likely dead. I killed him.

But I'm only human and I bleed when I fall down

I wonder where Steve and Robin are. Are they okay? Did they see Will?

I'm only human and I crash and I break down

Could Will still be alive? Maybe he might not be dead?

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

Gosh, I miss Will. His hair, smile, face, kindness, bravery. Bravery.

You build me up and then I fall apart

Will saved me, I could have died but Will risked his life for me.

Cause I'm only human

The room was silent, dead silent. I could only hear my sobs and my heavy breath.

I'm only human, I'm only human, just a little human

I want to die. I can't be in this world without him.

I can take so much, till I've had enough

I can't go home without Will. I would feel guilty and horrible.

But I'm only human and I bleed when I fall down

Joyce has gone home without her son once; I don't want her to go through that again.

I'm only human and I crash and I break down

Maybe if I never came home, it might be easier.

Your words in my head, knives in my heart

I can't do that, I can't do that to everyone. I need to be strong.

You build me up and then I fall apart

I'm going to get out of here, I'm going to save Will.

Cause I'm only human

As I push my thoughts away and I hear the door handle rattle. I snap my head up and look at the metal door. It flies open and a soft voice whispers,

"Y/N?"

What did you think? I am now writing the last book for this series so that will hopefully be up soon.