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For my mother.



I sit by the window as the rain
tumbles down
and I worry
about my sister.

Into town.
Back from town.
Repeat.
Clockwork schedules, ticktickticking
Bus 64 there
49 back
Ticket stubs stick to her hands.

But the world doesn't care
for schedules
It laughs
at them
         at us
               when the bombs go
                                               off.

Dublin was happy
                               once.
No.
Dublin is happy
                           still.
But men in masks
and men in armour
are fighting once again
For The Republic            or             For England
forsaking humanity when

they fire.

Last week, I read about it.
The bus
went up in flames.
Children
turned to rubble.

Ashes prevailed
Darkness prevailed
Our hearts
                  f
                  e
                  l
                  l
                  within us
Our souls and our bones chattered.

Both sides talk their mouths off:
of religion
of freedom
of patriotic pride
But staring at the paper
       or
Rushing down Grafton Street, heart pounding
       or
Praying for change
We didn't care which side was to
blame.

My sister
She takes the bus
64 or 49
I wait for her each evening
by the windows
by the streetlights
I keep the radio on

Who let my homeland become this?
Who decided that this would be "the way?"

Children Burning
               is not the way
Bullets Flying
               is not the way
Makeshift Soldiers
Crying Mothers
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               It is not the way.
It
Must
Change

Éire go deo,

Ireland, for always,

i síocháin.

in peace.

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