Its already 11am when i got home. its too hot outside. i wanna shower but i havent sleep yet.
after restinf i changed. while undressing theres a wet part on my brief. like wtf? shit seriously my convo with nina made me pre cum. i just thought i was hard. but then she gave me precum. now im loaded.
when i turn to bed i cant stop thinking about her. all day, all night. from the moment i wake up. until before i sleep. anong meron ka nina!? meron ka na wala sa iba. yeah ive done sc's before but not like our convo last night.
jeez! i wanted to meet her ASAP. tonight ill ask her to go out as planned.
(zzzzzzzz i snored so loud... they said..)
when i wake up. i got no messages from her. i was worried. haha she already left me. as the others do. giving me false hope when they said they understand and theyll catch me when i fall. oops epic fail i didnt put my wifi/data on. after i take a bath. she left me with 2 new messages. i read it right away. tho im still naked.
"good evening kuya enz. ingat ka po pag pasok sa work. keep safe always...imissyou!" and the other one "kuya enz matutulog na po ako ng maaga ngayon. bawi lang po ako sa tulog. goodnight :) " she said. i was like what happened? i feel all those sudden changes. this is not the day i used to wake up with her!
now all i do is focus on work. paperworks and monitoring shits.
the phone inside my pocket vibrates and i saw per face pops up. im always to get excited whenever she had message for me.
"hi kuya busy ka?
"nope baby im just working while im waiting for you. theres something i wanna tell you."
"nakaka kaba naman yan kuya ano po ba yan"
"since youre just near me? can we meet in person"
"hala kuya walang ganyan! bawal pa po ako bata pa ko!"
"i know im just asking if its possible. btw how old are you?"
"kuya enz im only 15. im sorry d ko nasabi agad. please dont let them know my real age... im really sorry."
"nina wtf youre too young. i expected you were 18 . im so sorry. i feel like i ruined your innocent mind. from now on ill wont bother you.
"no kuya dont. please. stop. d ko agad sinabi kasi baka madisappoint ka. gusto ko din yung idea mo, mahalin mo ung ka rs mo for me being blind. only to use feelings."
"pero ni-"
"please kuya enz stop. or its fine with me. ako nga tanggap kita sa age mo na 10yrs older than me, so be fair please.
"ok baby as you said. but back to what i am saying i wanted to mee you in person. i have a plan/idea, do you want to hear it?"
"uhmm yes. pero i dont promise na magkikita tayo ha. may pasok pa kasi and hirap dn ako tumakas"
"yeah i understand. kaya nga pag pwede ka nalang, ill go near you."
"kuya kinakabahan ako sayo pero sige let me hear your idea or plan etc whatevever it is."
"i have a plan. this is how it goes;
kita tayo sa mall na malapit satin. then lets buy all the foods we wanted fries, burger, sundae, float, pasta, pizza, chicken, donuts, kahit ano. meet up somewhere. then buy foods for takeout. then go to a room. and eat. after eating lambingan. when you enter in a room with someone youll feel naman kung comfortable ka sa kasama mo or not. and agreed do's and dont's sa room before meet up. kiss and hug lang ba. or more. pero i swear i wont ask for virginity. never. but my point here is. if ever na sa mall tayo kumain we cant eat all of them at the same place at the same time.
and pakita mo ung tunay na ikaw. hndi kagaya nung iba pag nag date sa public mga pabebe kumain. fries na nga lang naka fork pa. may gusto pa sana akong i add pero yan nalang po muna."
"wtf kuya seryoso?! ilove food pero the place. pag isipan ko. baka kasi may gawin ka :( "
"baby i told you please give me a chance to prove it. what if natuloy ung idea natin then walang nangyari. i may gain your trust right?"
"opo kuya i agree. shit ka kuya! alam mo sana nag lawyer ka nalang! hahaha"
"baby seryoso kasi can we? pag pwede ka? sabihan moko?"
"opo kuya sasabihan kita agad the day before. so kuya busy kaaaa?"
"d naman po baby why? i always have time for you."
"malamig po kasi ngayon tas ano po..."
"ano? lika hug kita para warm. tas can i take off my shirt para mas warmer haha"
"opo kuya thanks."
"pero baby pag yumakap ako sayo pwede wala kanang bra?"
"w-why?! kuya naman kakaligo ko lang wag kang anooo!"
"wala naman naglalambing lang po oedi sige stap na! hmpft!"
"kuya sorry na, lika na hahayaam mo kong malamigan? tutulog nalang po ako!"
"eto na nga oh nakayakap na ito naman masyado. pero seryoso un request ko. i mean plan/idea"
"sige kuya gusto ko din naman pero not now"
yeah i heard it. i have a chance to finaly meet her in person.
now im much comfortable talking to her na.
"baby naalala ko ung convo natin kagabi. parang ako yata ung mababaliw sayo?"
"no kuya hndi un totoo. ako kase uhm... kuya gusto ko po. gusto ko pa. pano kung gusto ko ulit."
"ha? seryoso ka? eh edi sabihin mo sakin tas ulitin natin. kaso baby. i want more, gusto ko sana i try mag level up. not just like lambingan. i want you to feel me more. parang slave kita tas ako ung master mo? lahat ng sasabihin ko susundin at gagawin mo"
"fvck! shit! kuya salita mo palang... naiipit ko na legs kooooo :( bat mo ba ko pinaparusahan ng ganito?! alam mo namang kina kain ako ng imagination ko pag ikaw kausap ko eh."
"baby gusto ko maramdaman mo ung tunay. ung tunay kung gano kasarap kapag ginawa na ung words na ina act natin. nagtatanong lang ako kung pwede?"
"kuyaaaaaaaaaa! ung chats mo palang nga nanginig na tuhod ko eh. pano pa kaya kung more than pa dun?! baka d na ko makalakad?!"
"lets have a deal. tops lang muna. pag d mo nagustuhan, anytime you can say stop! if you wont, tuloy tuloy lang ako."
"hays pero kuyaaaa. sige na ngaa. basta no nudes ah."
i rushed replied
"DEAL!"
baka magbago pa isip nya.
ngayon i want more than VA's sa convo namin. i want to try more. and make her a bit more crazy.
you can judge me by the way ilove a girl. yeah as you can see, you may call it lust. pero for me its not. isa lang to sa mga paraan na ginagawa ko sa rw para d ako iwan. acts and efforts.
