i become nocturnal. i can say it. its been three years since the last day im on day shift. baliktad na ata mundo ko, sleeping at daytime and working at night time.
since im on night shift. wala ako masyadong ginagawa sa office. most of my time was lean time. less work, more on rest. i've decided to look for something that'll make me busy.
browse browse blah blah.. then i remember i have an RPA decided to use it. the first time im introduced to RPW someone said that...
"here in RPW you can be who you true really are that you can't show to your RW" -FacebookUser
well said so i joined. since 2016 im a member or RPW.
Nowadays BYUN and RS was the most favorite topic. since im byun and i need rs, i decided to post few topics about it. some got interested and some got curious. notification and friend request flooded. i tried to talk to each and everyone of them until one girl got my curiosity.
maniniwala ka po ba pah sinabi kong
kahit nasa isang room tayong dalawa. hindi kita gagalawin.
ako un guy n ok na sa kiss hug and touch
never ko hiningi un .sex at .virginity
ganun ko kinukuha ung trust ng babae saka ng parents nya
ikikiss kita oo
yayakapin kita oo
hahawakan kita oo
pero gagalawin? hindi
wala akong balak
hindi ako takot sa responsibilidad pero para un sa magiging asawa mo kung ako un magiging asawa mo makakapag hintay ako
meron akong 2 things na hinihingi sa nagihing girlfriend ko
and nililigawan ko palang sila sinasabi ko na in advance
its not on i want those things
but i need it
its not because of .lust
its because of love
meron tayong trust issues
lahat naman siguro
ung promise promise d kita iiwan hndi na ata ko naniniwala dun ako kase pinapatunayan ko ma effort ako e
ako ung lalaki na nagpapaalam muna bago gumawa ng move
2things i ask as a boyfriend
1ST
is i ask for nudes. why to earn trust. and may agreement. no saving ss ng convo at gallery.
no save kase pwede naman humingi ulit.
2ND
i dont ask for .sex or .virginity
makeout is enough
why un ung assurance na para hindi ako iwan.
men were built loyal and faithful. kaya sana wag mo sabihin na "sa iba ka mang hingi ok lang sakin" .
as a boyfriend i do ask for nudes. thats how i gain trust. and as a boyfriend since i dont as for sex/virginity i only ask to make out.
"hi kyah enzo" a girl named nina.
"hi nina how are you?" i replied.
"you're so byun" she said.
"sorry nina its just me. the real me
"dont worry kyah i'll keep you..." nina's last messages that morning.
im on my way home but nina's message was still on my mind. tbh that day i didnt have a good sleep haha. im excited to go to work, ofcourse i can talk to nina again. im shookt nina have 57 new messages for me. i read it all. she calls my name like crazy and i think she got paranoid, me being not online on daytime.
"nina im sorry i forgot to tell you that im working. i just sleep all day, and rn im at work" i didnt expect those messages from her, it actually looks like she my girlfriend. feel me? idk but thats what i feel that moment.
"kyah bat ngayon ka lang? bat antagal mo mag online?busy ka ba sa rw? kasama mo girlfriend mo sa rw no?" she follow up with questions right away. i stop for a few seconds and think if i need to tell her the truth since its "only" RPW. then i decided not to. i have a plan, make nina fall inlove with me so hard. so lets give it a try.
"sorry nina bumawi lang ako sa tulog, wag ka mag alala nandito na ko. sorry ah" i replied to her.
Few minutes, hours and days passed. the plan didnt work i guess. instead of making nina fall for me, it goes out the other way. im the one who fell inlove with her. and know a bit more about her. i dont know why but i got easily fall to those who understand me. like accepting me for being byun, and byun in person. she never gets turn off or annoyed, she didnt show any rejections from me even tho im so byun at her. there are times like our late night talks. each and everytime we talk i always say a bit something about myself. i wanted to seduce her and make her wet everytime we had convos. i want her to fall for me by doing that. in rw its effective.
