When people reminisce on their first time they usually feel one of two things, The first one usually being a feeling of regret - the regret that it was one moment that they honestly cannot remember, that of course than then leads them to feeling shame - memories of being too drunk or not being able to recall the persons name, this of course then leads to embarrassment which is usually around the time you may try and shuffle the conversation in an entirely different direction.
Maybe when you think of your first time you get a bit sentimental - maybe you had a romantic dinner, followed by dancing, maybe it was your high school sweetheart or serious partner - maybe you even glorified you're partners performance a little bit - you know what I'm talking about - birds singing, sun shining, the whole thing was just perfect and we have been dating for so long it just felt right you know.
I swear listening these are the people that tell their stories like they are trying to convince themselves that this was the way it actually happened.
My first time - well it hurt, but I had an amazing partner and he did his best to make sure I was as comfortable as possible.
Jacksons kisses made me hungrier and more excited by the minute, excited to be sharing this with him. I knew it wasn't his first time, but it was mine and it was our first time - together.
He was so cool and collected, in complete control like there was absolutely no doubt in his mind that this night was going to be an amazing memory we would share.
I clawed at his singlet top - my hands pulling it - he pulled his lips from mine only long enough to help me remove it completely before brining his lips to my neck and sliding his fingers under my tank top. He broke away from me again, this time sitting up on top of my thighs he pulled me up with him, slowly moving his fingers up my stomach and scratching my skin lightly he removed my shirt. I could feel the throb between my legs become more intense as his gaze burned into mine.
"God you're beautiful Star" he whispered his words breathy and harsh, I pulled him to me and began to assault his mouth as his huge hands made their way across my back making quick work unclasping my bra.
In a pain-stakingly slow manner he dragged the straps down my shoulders his eyes never leaving mine.
"So fucking beautiful" he practically growled before pushing me back on the bed and laying his body over mine, being skin to skin ignited a wave of emotions within me I had never experienced, the way his hands moved down my body fondling my breast, cupping it and pinching my nipple - he told me it fit it in his hand perfectly as he kissed down my chest pausing to look at me, silently asking for permission before he continued,
"Please Jackson" the need in my voice was obvious to us both judging by the smirk on Jackson's face as he lowered his mouth to my breast and pulled my nipple into his mouth, he started slow - flicking his tongue across the hardening bud before starting a gentle sucking motion. The feeling was indescribable - the way his tongue flicked over my nipple sent waves of what I can only describe as electricity through me landing right there, with his mouth firmly attached to my breast his free hand started a journey down my side, across my hips then stopping at the top of my shorts, for just a moment his eyebrows furrowed as he followed the movement of his finger which was slowly running across the inside of the elastic waist band - though when our eyes met I had no doubt he could see how much I trusted and wanted him, giving him the encouragement he needed to continue his downward path he slipped his hand into my panties, his fingers running along my slit where no man had ever touched me.
"Fuck Star, you are so wet, God - is this for me? Is this feel what I do to you baby?"
"Jackson" I whimpered as he gently eased a finger inside of me, "Oh my god" I exclaimed my eyes shooting open and locking with his, my breath increasing, he added a 2nd finger - it was painful and slightly uncomfortable causing my body to tense,
"Relax baby, breath" Deep breaths in and out as I focused on the gorgeous boy in front of me, I slowly relaxed as the pain drifted away and as my tightened grip on Jacksons bicep loosened he started to move his fingers, pushing them in and out slowly.
It was hot, I was hot - heat was running all over my body, my heart pounded on my chest and I knew I would have a mark on my bottom lip from biting so hard.
"Jackson" I started moaning his name at the incredible sensation that was running through my body straight to my core, removing his fingers and taking his body away from mine, his movements were much faster as he stood at the end of the bed removing my shorts and panties in one go, before stripping off his tracksuit pants - revealing he was naked underneath, My god this man was a fine piece of work and although this wasn't the first time we had seen each other naked it had never been in a situation like this one, to have him stand before me in this way with a wild look on his face - god, why hadn't we done this before.
I watched as he wrapped his hand around his very long, hard cock, I gulped. Now I know I had nothing to compare it to and I definitely was no expert but he seemed to be a very well endowed man and I truly was wondering how he would even fit.
Noticing that my eyes were locked on him as he stood before me stroking himself he asked
"Are you sure you're ready for this Star?? Even though I wasn't really a fan of the nickname I loved the way he said it - loved that he was the only one to call me that,
"I want YOU Jackson, I need you, let me feel you". Climbing up my body until he was directly above me he claimed my mouth, the feeling of his body pressed directly against mine - skin in skin drove me crazy, I tilted my pelvis upwards earning me a deep groan from Jackson, He lent across his bed taking a condom from his bedside table, ripping the packet opened he rolled it down his length.
He nestled himself in between my legs, took my chin between his thumb and index finger
"Eyes on me Skye OK, If you need me to stop, Want me to pull out I will OK" I nodded and he kissed my lips softly, His weight rested on one arm he guided his cock to my entry, attempting to glide himself in gently. "Shit you are so fucking tight" he grunted,
"Jackson" I murmured in a combination of want and fear
"I know baby, I know", interlacing our fingers together our hands holding to each others tightly beside my head "I am gonna have to push in ok" I nodded shakily and as he brought his lips to mine as his tongue invaded my mouth he slammed himself all the way in tearing through my body in one swift motion.
Muffling the scream that came to the surface, Jackson kissed away the tears that fell from my eyes,
"Deep breaths baby" I did as Jackson said and slowly but surely my body adjusted to this new sensation, the pain never disappearing completely but becoming more bearable, slowly.
"Make love to me Jackson, make me belong to you" his kisses long and deep as he started moving his body against mine. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he gained his momentum, our bodies becoming sticky with sweat as his thrusts became harder and faster.
"Scream for me baby, Let me hear you Star", and I did, I screamed his name a scream driven out of equal parts pain and pleasure as one of the strangest and most mind blowing sensations took over me, it made my legs tremble, my body shake and my eyes roll back into my head, as I came it was Jacksons undoing, his final thrusts inside me giving him his own release, His forehead pressed against mine, cock still pumping out the last of his fluid he spoke
"You're mine Star"
"Yes Jackson, always and forever.
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Falling - COMPLETED
RomanceHe shapes my entire world, everything I was was a reflection of the two of us. There wasn't an entire memory I had that he wasn't apart of, he had always been a part of my life, my best friend - for 15 years. My first friend, my first crush, my fir...
