FLASHBACK:
'Come on Star, stop overthinking it, it's not like we haven't done it before" Jackson smirked at me whilst removing his shoes, he was already naked from the waist up begging me to catch up.
He was right, we had done this before - a few time actually, in this exact spot, but it had been nighttime and like 2am, there was no one anywhere near here and even if there was, there would be no way they would have seen us in the darkness with no lighting.
"It's broad daylight Jax, People might see us"
"Who exactly is going to see us Star?, No one ever comes here, hell I don't even think people realise this place exists - but you know if the little princess is too scared, I guess I will just have to go it alone" he fakes disappointment shrugging his shoulders as he removes his shorts and boxers standing gloriously naked before me.
Damn him - he knows me so well, He knew calling me princess and goading me, making me think he had out challenged me would 100% ensure I would do this, So grabbing my sundress from the bottom I yoinked it over my head, leaving me in a matching black lack bra and thong.
I steal a glance at Jackson who was greedily eyeing my body, heck he was my best friend and we had never been shy about exposing ourselves to one another, but my heart still pounded hard in my chest a little when I saw him checking me out like this, And I also took my chance to admire him in return, his defined, adonis like stomach and that perfectly shaped V - easily one of my favourite part of a mans body.
Taking advantage of the situation I removed my bra tossing it to the ground, turning around to face him and bending down, my ass sticking in the air as I slid my thong down my legs I swear I heard him moan. Standing up I looked over my shoulder only to find Jackson standing right behind me, encircling his arms around me so I could feel him against my backside. There was no clothing between us, no barrier at all, he was actually pressed up right against me and he was hard!
"Was that little show for my benefit baby?" he whispered in my ear, placing feather light kisses on my neck, I turned around and placed my own arms around his neck bringing his face up to meet mine I touched my lips to his
"You know it babe" I smirked at him before turning around and sprinting as fast as I could towards the water, he caught me though - barrelling me up in his massive arms he threw me over his shoulder and jumped into the cold water
"You really shouldn't of done that" he laughed at me splashing water into my face.
Present Day:
The hot water cascaded down my back as he held me in the shower, We had laid together for what seemed like hours after we had made love, kissing and telling each other how much we loved one another - until Jackson slowly lifted me off the bed carrying me into the bathroom, keeping one arm securely around my waist while he turned the shower on.
So here we were, comfortable in the silence as he traced small circles slowly on my back, We stayed in this position until our skin had turned wrinkly and the water became warm. I pulled Jacksons t-shirt over me before we returned to his room, we quickly changed the sheets on his bed - the blood a reminder of the amazing moment we had just shared.
I winced as I sat down another reminder of where Jackson had been that no one else had, I laid on my side facing this beautiful man I had so many feelings for, he brushed a loose piece of my hair behind me ear whispering softly
"You are so god damn beautiful Star, so perfect" this guy was seriously doing crazy things to my heart.
"Jackson" I matched his whispered tone "What happens now?, How do we?" I didn't know how to finish the question or what it was I was actually trying to ask him,
"What do you want Skye, Tell me - you know you're the one with all the power here" He sighed, his hand taking a hold of mine, "We both know I'm a shit, I am definitely not a saint, I don't do relationships and I've never had a girlfriend, hell I probably wouldn't even know how to be someones boyfriend, or where to even start but" he paused for a few seconds looking at me, his fingers running along my cheek and tracing my jaw "You are the exception Star, you say the words and I will try, I will give everything I have and everything I am to you, I will lay the world at your feet, If thats what you want Star" his words were heartfelt and I could feel tears building in my eyes, hell this had been an emotional day
"I love you Jackson, I am certain of it, you are my best friend, my soul mate and I need you in my life more than I need air to breathe" it took all my strength to say the next thing to him "But we are 17 years old Jax, I don't think it is time for our happily every after yet, I think you need to go and do your thing for awhile and I will do mine" I kissed his lips never allowing my eyes to leave his as I waited for his reaction.
"You are it for me Star you know that right, You are my end game, I can see our future reflected in your eyes, a future as your husband, as the father of our kids" these were not normal words for a 17 year old and many people might even say these thoughts and feelings were an after effect of the intimate moment we had just shared but I knew so much better and I knew I felt exactly the same way.
"I know Jackson, I feel it too",
"I love you Star",
"I love you Jackson, always and forever"
We fell asleep that night wrapped up in one another, knowing that when the sun came up we would be the best of friends and although we would continue to love each other it just wasn't time for our story yet, In fact we had a long way to go.
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Falling - COMPLETED
RomanceHe shapes my entire world, everything I was was a reflection of the two of us. There wasn't an entire memory I had that he wasn't apart of, he had always been a part of my life, my best friend - for 15 years. My first friend, my first crush, my fir...
