Greyson was extremely fussy for the first few weeks after Tyler had left and I knew it was a reaction to the sudden absence of his Daddy, he would only settle for myself or Jackson screaming the house down if either of our parents or Harper even made an attempt to pick him up, At night he would only settle in my bed and although I know it wasn't ideal, that is where I let him sleep, I think it was the smell of Tyler that lingered there that calmed him. July was hell, by August we were exhausted, Jackson supported me the whole way through.
"I'm starving" I commented making my way into the kitchen. Greyson sitting on my hip - Jackson was at the stove cooking breakfast,
"Morning Mummy" he turned and walked towards me placing a kiss in my cheek, taking Greyson who automatically reached for Jackson,
"Well hey there buddy, how you doing?" I sat down at the kitchen bench watching Jackson converse with my 4 month old son "He fed?" he asked me
"Yep, its me that needs feeding"
"Yes Boss" Jackson saluted me and placed Greyson into his high chair before turning back to the stove,
"Hey Jax, how are you and Harper doing?" he had been spending so much time with us lately I was genuinely worried about what was going on with her and as usual he would not invite her to stay in our house. He turned around, filling my plate with bacon,
"Yeah, we're good, why?" He raised his eyebrow at me
"Well your spending some much time at home and between us and work I"
"Skye stop" he sat next to me at the bench, "You are my priority ok, you and Greyson, besides this thing with Harper - its just for fun you know" we ate our breakfast, finishing in silence,
"That was good" I placed my knife and fork down on my plate, Jackson laughed at me,
"Jez Skye, I think that was recored time" we shared a laughed "Its seems like a decent day outside today, want to take a walk"
UH OH - jumping off my seat I ran towards the bathroom, barely making it to the toilet before my bacon breakfast made its way back up. I emptied what felt like the entire contents of my stomach before sitting back on me legs taking some deep breaths, Jackson was standing in the doorway,
"Skye" noticing my hesitation he added "Greyson is in his cot, Are you Ok?"
"Ummmm, maybe" I started to do a quick calculation in my head, Jackson came and sat next to me on the tiled floor,
"Star" he pulled my head up to face him "Are you?" he trailed off and I nodded,
"I think so - I mean it all adds up. I will need to take a test though, to be sure"
"Are you Ok?"
"I wish Ty was here" Jackson stood and pulled me up of the floor giving me a warm hug,
"Come on Star, lets take Greys for a walk and we can pick up a test"
The test confirmed what we already thought, so we scheduled a doctors appointment the following Tuesday afternoon. Dr Lucas told me I was around 5 weeks pregnant with a due date of approximately April 8th. Jackson was the only person who knew I was pregnant and I really wanted to keep it that way, but as I approached the 12 week mark it had became almost impossible, Dr Lucas had told me it was quite normal for my belly to grow a bit faster this time as my body now understood what was happening.
It was time to bite the bullet, even though I hadn't even spoken to Tyler about it, So with Jackson by my side I told our parents. Confusion, disappointment and anger was my Mum and Dads reaction,
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Falling - COMPLETED
RomansaHe shapes my entire world, everything I was was a reflection of the two of us. There wasn't an entire memory I had that he wasn't apart of, he had always been a part of my life, my best friend - for 15 years. My first friend, my first crush, my fir...
