'Animators love' // A Jadam Fanfiction

Chapter 3: Packing

Third person Point Of View

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"Mmm..."

James was stunned by the familiar sound, he felt warm breath on his cheek, he's embracing something...it has a humanoid figure, slightly smaller than his size.

He's doubting for sure, it's no one other than Adam, he has no problem.

He loves cuddling with buds...but...for some reasons...Adam makes James felt different, it was making him nervous and flustered.

He has been denying this feeling for long...it's a great friendship and he doesn't want to press the reset button, plus Adam was dating, and both knows that this relationship is the best and breaking a good one between them aren't his goal.

But...it feels heavy on him, the feeling of having to hold something back for so long, his shoulders was painful from the boulders of the truth, he wanted to tell Adam so bad...he doesn't need Adam to accept he just wanna feel the relief that he didn't need to hide this from anyone anymore.

It's always painful thinking of it and James's getting a little stressed and depressed just thinking about it...they were too heavy on him, he just wants to break down crying, he loves Adam, and will always do, his mind has admitted it and accepted it he LOVES him a lot. 

James looks at Adam sadly and cupped his cheek, staring at him as if he's looking through Adam.

For a moment James stopped and withdrew his arms back from Adam's torso, James earned a groan from Adam.

He quietly stood and leave the room, he went to sit in the kitchen and got some food to eat while watching videos on his phone.

He...was awkwardly lost in thought, to him is was losing himself his mind was going numb, what's they're saying what's he watching?

-He Didn't Know-

He was confused but he was fine from the outside, so he's just sitting there staring blankly at the screen not understand anything.

"James"

He was pulled back into reality, James turned his head to a touch.

It was no other than Adam, he looked sleepy and seems like can't handle standing on his own.

"Adam? I thought you were asleep! Are you feeling fine"

Adam looked at James and nodded.
"Mhm...I'm fine now."

James smiled and sighed at how Adam was leaning at him basically.

"Maybe you'll be able to leave soon!"

James said, Adam nodded again confused about why James left his side and was upset about it, he looked behind James and saw snacks.

'Maybe he's hungry!'

Adam thought, he'll be pretty selfish to make James hug him all-day hah.

"Yeah, it's still early, hm..."

Adam stops and looked up at the clock on the wall.

9:30 A.M

"Ok, I'll leave at about...10!"

Adam continued, James agreed.

"Sure also I could help you pack stuff and all."

James offered.