Chapter 20

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Lana's pov

After seeing Caspar, I went up to my room and put my headphones in. I started listening to the vamps, which reminded me about brad.

Texting: Brad

Me: hi, do you wanna talk?

Brad: yeah, what's up?

Me: a lot! I need to talk to someone, do you fancy a coffee?

Brad: I'd love one! lets meet at Starbucks

Me: sounds great, see you there.

Brad: see you xx

Finally! something to do other than think about last night. I got dressed but I looked like a zombie! my hair was in a messy ponytail and I was wearing a jumper, old jeans and my old converse. I grabbed my purse and went down stairs. "I'm gonna grab some coffee, bye" I said and all the girls said bye to me. It's a really quick walk to Starbucks , so I got there before brad. i sat in a seat in Starbucks and waited for him. he only took about 5 minutes to get there "hey! so what did you want to talk about?" he asked "hi, oh it's kinda complicated..." I said and I explained the whole thing. we talked for a while and it was really nice! he was so sweet. "Lana... I really like you" he said "I... thanks! I really like you too." I said "no, I mean I really like you, maybe even love you.." he said and he looked to the floor. "I love you too" I said and he looked up with hope in his eyes. "really!?" he said in shock "so... does this mean we... are dating?" I said "yeah! I guess" he said "but only if that's okay with you" he said and I stood up and looked into his eyes "that's completely fine with me" I whispered in his ear and then we kissed. He was so cute and I loved him so much!

Megan's pov (not friend)

*lana is out with brad*

"Guys, is anyone else kinda... Worried" I said "why?" Asked Joe "well... How do I put this... I think Lana needs to take a pregnancy test" I said and everyone stared "well RAPEISTS don't usually wear condoms do they!" I said "oh shit! Your probably right meg" said Eleri "I'm going to the shop right now to get the tests!" Said Alys "ok I'll come too" said Eleri and Megan p. I got my phone out and texted Lana.

Texting: Lana

Me: hey bae face, we need to talk

Lana:um okayyy? I'm on my way now

Me: ok hurry please xxx

"Are you ok meg?" Joe asked "yeah, I'm just worried..." I said and I went to sit by Joe. I put my head on his shoulder "what happens if the test says she's pregnant?" I said and Joe kissed my head "we can handle it, don't worry" he said

After a few minutes, Lana walked in. "Hey what's up?" She asked "oh uhh nothing it's just..." I didn't know what to say! All of a sudden, Alys came rushing through the door "got them!" She shouted "got what!?" Lana demanded an answer "um, Lana... We are really worried about you" Alys said calmly "WHY!" Lana shouted and her eyes filled with water. Alys hugged her and handed her a pregnancy test "please Lana" I said and she nodded. She knew it was what needed to be done, wether the result was good or bad.

Lana's pov

I walked upstairs to the bathroom and looked down at the test in my hand. "Ok, you can do this.." I said to myself. I took the test and I couldn't bare to look at it, but I eventually did. It said in big blue letters, pregnant. I started to cry because I was full of so many emotions right now! I walked down stairs and just sat on the sofa and looked at the floor. Everyone was looking, but I didn't care, I just sat in silence. They knew what it said, I didn't have to say it because they understood. "Lana...?" Megan said after a while "yeah....." I said quietly "are you ok Hun?" Alys said softly. I stood up and threw the test on the floor "no... I'm not fucking ok" I said and I walked out the door. I knew they were only trying to help, but I needed to get something off my chest.

I walked over to Joes flat and banged the door. I wasn't sad anymore, I was angry and confused! When the door opened Caspar was standing there. I said nothing, I just slapped him across the face "that's for being a dick!" I said and then punched him in the face "and that's for getting me pregnant!" I said and I stood there and stared at him. "What!? Oh my god Lana I'm... I'm more than sorry! I.. I ... I can't do this to you! I don't care if you hate me forever, but please forgive me. I know I don't deserve it but I want to be there for you and this baby! So... Please!" He said and he started crying and I felt so bad, he was such a nice guy and he was just drunk... " I forgive you Cas" I said and he looked at me and smiled and he looked really shocked. "Thank you Lana... It means so much.... But I don't want the baby to know I'm it's dad ok!?" He said "I will send you money every month to help you take care of the baby, but I don't want it knowing I'm its dad." He said "wait, why Caspar?" I asked "because I don't deserve a child after what I did to you, Lana, but brad does! So brad can be its dad, I know that he really likes you and I saw you go out with him today, so please just... I don't deserve to be a dad." He said and he looked at me sternly "okay, I will ask brad" I said

A/N

Sorry for the really short chapters but it's just how I like to write them so DEAL WITH IT 😂😂💕💕😘😘

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