Dreams come true

Chapter 32? (Its been awhile so i dont really remember!)

Megan's pov

At that moment my mind went blank. I dropped my phone and it hit the floor with a loud bang. I could faintly hear the crying of my mum from the phone. penny came running out of the therapy room and sat me down on a chair "Megan! Megan come on let's get you in my office" she said as she tried to usher me in the room. I stood up and picked up my phone "mum, I'm gonna call you back. bye" I said into the phone. I walked out of the hospital and got in my car, penny didn't stop me from leaving. she knew I needed to go right that second or I may have exploded!

I didn't leave straight away, I sat in my car and listened to the radio for a while. After about 5 minutes I tried to start my car. out of petrol, great! i could feel the salty tears running down my face. "fuck my life!" I whispered under my breath. I walked to the petrol station and got a canister of fuel for the car. I started walking back to the car, when I saw a shop with a dress in the window. the dress I wore on my first date with Joe... White covered in black roses. I felt my eyes well up as stared at the dress and remembered that, not only had my dad died, but my boyfriend didn't remember me. a lady came into the window to adjust something and saw me standing in the street crying. she looked at me and half smiled, and I did the same back. I started walking again and got back to my car, my face coated with tears and makeup, and filled it with petrol. I drove back to the flat, but every now and then I asked myself in my head, what would happen if I just drive into a wall right now... I never did.

I got back to the flat and opened the door. everyone stared at me like I was crazy. I looked down at the floor and started to cry again. I sat down with my back against the wall, while everyone stared at me, and cried. "fuck my life" I said again and everyone could hear. they all came over asking what's wrong, but I just tuned them out and cried. After about 5 minutes I looked up at them all "I just found out my dad died" I said, the room went quiet. My phone rang again, it was an unknown number. "who is it?" Eleri asked and I shrugged. "I'm gonna take this call outside" I said and went out the front door. "hey, who is this?" I said when I answered. "hi, it's Darren" the familiar voice said "Darren... what do you want" I said "I have to tell you something. meet me outside the building, or I will come to your flat" he said menacingly. I didn't want anyone else to get hurt so I hung up and went to the front of my building. I could see his back against the wall of the dark ally that's next to the building. my heart started pumping a billion times faster when I saw his face. "hi" I said and he grabbed me and pinned me up against the wall. "you bitch! Getting with a new guy!" He said and I was crying now "what do you mean!?" I said and he threw me to the floor " don't pretend you don't know! That Sugg boy, the one I've seen you with!" He yelled. my heart was racing. "just... just don't hurt him" I said and looked at him, his eyes full of anger. "please" I cry. he kicks me in the face "fine. I won't hurt him, I'll hurt you!" He says and he kicks me in the stomach. I don't care if he hurts me, to be honest I don't feel like living right now, but I don't want Joe getting hurt because of a girl he doesn't even remember. I lay there crying while he punches, kicks and throws me. it took about ten minutes for him to finish and walk off. I stayed there motionless, afraid to move. when I tried to stand I winced from a pain coming from my chest, my ribs. My arm felt agonisingly painful so I knew it was sprained. I could taste blood in my mouth and when I touched my nose, my fingers were coated with the same thick red liquid. I went to a coffee shop down the road and used the bathroom to clean up a bit. I wanted to buy a coffee but I didn't really have the money too. that's when I realised I had spent all my money that my parents gave me for furniture and Joe has paid for almost everything else for me. I feel bad about it now, I feel like I've taken too much from him. I glance over at the counter full of chocolates and sweet treats, and see a sign with "help wanted" written on it. I walk over and ask the lady at the counter about it. "hey, I saw your sign and came over to ask if I could get the job?" I said "yeah, that sign has been here for ages and no one had taken an interest so we were going to take it down, but you can defiantly get the job!" She said smiling at me "thanks, when can I start?" I said, trying to smile back. "come in tomorrow!" She said cheerfully. Her smile slowly faded as she saw some blood drip from my nose, I thought I had wiped it away quick enough for her to not notice, but she did. "Sweetie are you ok!?" She half whisperd to me. "Yeah I just... Fell over outside, that's all" I said weakly and she obviously didn't believe a word of it! "Ok... Well you stay safe now!" She said as I walked out of the shop.

As I came around the corner I could see someone exit my building. It was Eleri. She looked pretty worried but when she saw me she instantly ran over "meg are you okay!" She asked "no" I said, not really wanting to talk to anyone. "I didn't think you were, your limping!" She said "oh... Yeah that, I just... Fell! I just fell o-" she cut me off mid sentence "oh shut up Megan! I'm not buying any of that crap and neither will any of the others, just tell me what happened... Please" she said making me look up from my feet "Darren... Darren fucking happened that's what! And my dad went and died and my boyfriend doesn't even remember who the hell I am!" I started raising my voice but as soon as I did i winced in pain and crippled over. "Meg...I know it's got to be hard for you. But it's not the end of the world, however much it might feel like it! You still have us and your mum and sister... And Joe might not remember you but you can make new memories, you don't want his first memory of you to be this do you?" She said and I was almost crying now so I just shook my head. "Then at least try to perk up?" She said "yeah... I'll try" I said and she sighed "good. Let's get you to hospital then"

After finding out I had a fractured rib and a sprained wrist, we drove home. We had spent a long time at hospital and it was getting dark now. Alannah was staying at brads house tonight to visit his parents with the twins, and the other girls were out at a club so when we got home the flat was meant to be empty. Empty is definitely not what it was. We walked in through the door and heard something in the living room. What I saw made my bad day go from the worst day of my life... To wanting to die right there and then. I saw Megan, Naked on the sofa. And Joe exactly the same. I felt Eleri Freeze up just as I did and stare, unknowing of what to do. All I could see was two bodies, bare naked, moaning and groaning in time to their movements. I turned around unable to watch anymore. I heard Joe shout something and Megan basically scream with pleasure one last time. And that was it. All I could hear after that was a lot of kissing. I was about to turn around and say something when Eleri stopped me. She shook her head but I pushed around anyway. Two mangled, nude bodies entwined in a kiss, one of which being my best friend and one my.. My.. Ex boyfriend. "J-Joe..." I said awkwardly trying to get his attention "Meg" I said and they both shot up and started redressing "Megan! Megan I can explain!" Megan p said, but I had seen enough "NO! You don't have any explaining to do! I saw what happened! I saw my best friend having sex with my boyfriend!" I started to well up as I screamed at her and I saw the instant guilt and sadness cross her face. "Megan... Calm down" Joe said to me as he wrapped Megan p in his arms. She was crying now, Into his chest like I used to do. "It's not like we are even together anymore!" He said. Those words shattered my broken heart into a million pieces. A billion tiny, sharp, shards of glass had just been struck into my chest all at once. If I had had a gun nearby, I would have shot myself then and there. But I didn't have a gun. I couldn't get away from the situation. I was stuck there, staring into his eyes. "Joe....." Was all I could say. "Joe...I thought..." I repeated in utter bewilderment. "Ever since I lost my memory I've always had a thing for Megan p. Ever since I laid eyes on her! I...I love her! And I can't force myself into loving you when I really don't... I'm sorry. I just don't love you" he said and looked to the floor. I walked up to my room. I Said nothing, Just walked. The person I loved most... Loved someone else. And he said it right in my face, no sugar coating.

The words bounced around in my head: "I just don't love you"