PROJECT GIRL

Sixty

NANAPOV:

Trying to keep calm and think everything will be okay is starting to really get to me. My pregnancy was good so far. Then suddenly since finding out Semaj got arrested and everything else that came with. Now I'm just in and out of the hospital for problems concerning my babies health and mine. I was in bad shape.

"Baby I know Semaj going through his shit but my future wife and her child's life is at risk I can't lose you. So you have to stop stressing when it comes to Semaj." Cameron was always concerned for me and he always just wanted the best for me and my child. I knew I was stressing over Semaj maybe a little too much. But he was the still the love of my life. He gave me the only thing I could of ever asked for. Motherhood.
"Baby I know I'm going to try and stand down but I can't promise I will."
"Nalaysia I love you."
"Cameron's I love you too."

After spending two weeks relaxing
And getting the help I needed to ensure my baby had the chance to live and also save my life too. Cameron was right by side and so was Semaj. I couldn't believe how much Semaj was asking of me but I knew it was cause I was honestly the only one he had to trust. Trina was causing my family and myself to suffer cause of the selfish reckless shit and I wasn't about to let this snake bitch get away. After my pregnancy she was my first priority.

With weeks going by and still Trina hasn't surfaced. Semaj and I spent tons of time together along with Prince and both of our families. Cameron came to some of the things we would do but he stayed most of the time away from Semaj and kept and eye on me and made sure I was good.

I was finally thirty-two weeks and ready to pop. My belly was huge. With my due date only four weeks away I was in critical condition for a big chance of losing my life or my baby's. It being such a high risk pregnancy. Doctors were saying the best thing would be  to have a section. I was scared this was between Life and Death.

"We gonna bring our baby girl home and she'll enjoy okay and so will you." Semaj said. We had went out to the mall to finish buying some last minute things for the baby.
"How do you really expect me to handle everything while your gone. The kids. The club. The drug business. My store and my relationship. I don't know if I can do all that."
"We a team always have and always will. Nana you not alone I'll guide you along the way and Danny got your back. Tanya is your best friend. Y'all can get together and be good. You have to have faith in this shit. You are very different from other so I know you can do this."
"Semaj I was never made for the streets. I might of been a Project girl but I was never no street bitch."
"You a boss ass woman. If you could put up with me and the shit you went through. You have the ability to be strong and hard. That's the best features about you. Trina wasn't strong. She was weak. That's why she folded and that's why she ain't here."
"Semaj no matter what I'll never do you like that. She was a weak ass sorry bitch that was jealous cause a bitch like me really about her shit and that bitch was basic and broke and a ex- addict."
"I know. She'll pay for this shit that's on my dead seed."
"Word."
Semaj and I had two things clear and our child was our main concern. And that we was going to make Trina pay for the shit she pulled. This was far from over.

I went home to relax and enjoy my favorite show ,Criminal Minds. I just loved me some chocolate Morgan. I was enjoying some snacks when my mom walked in with two hands full of bags.
"Hey mommy, did you buy your only daughter something?" I said with a huge smile on my face.
"How cute? But no I didn't baby girl. Your father took me on a shopping spree."
"Wow how cute ?" I turned back to my mom came and sat next to me.
"Nana your father and I are are engaged." I looked down at her hands and I saw the big rock on her ring finger. I couldn't believe my father and mother was getting married. I was honestly happy for them.
"Happy for you guys really. But what Dad did was against everything we stood for so I can't be okay with him right now."
"Baby I love the both of you and I know really how you feel. I know how hurt you are with your father felt the same way but he is trying to fix and change what he has done. I want this family to be on good terms again. I want us to wait to focus on wedding. I want him and you to fix y'all issues."
"Mom it's gonna take a lot of time and right now I don't have the time." I got up and walked upstairs to lay down.
As I went to lay down I felt this pressure to my lower area. I climbed in bed and the pain began. I was having contractions and it was still time left before my due date. Something wasn't right. I called Cameron who was in LA. at the moment.
"Baby it hurts. It's feels like someone is stabbing me." I cried and pleaded with him on the phone.
"Baby I'll be home in the morning. If it is that bad tell your mother and tell her to take you to the hospital."
"Baby I feel like I need to push!" I screamed. I crawled out of bed to walk down the stair then I felt this liquid come running down my legs. My water had broke. It was time was the only thing I could think about while standing in this numb stance. I was a month before my due date. I was worried.
"MAMA!"
When I mange to get downstairs I had Cameron on the phone and my mom came out the kitchen surprise and startled.
"Nana! Are you okay?" She asked looking down at the floor that had been wet because of me.
"My water broke it's time." I said taking a seat and trying not to focus on the pain. I tried to remain as calm as I could because it was too
much for me to be getting overwhelmed I remained calm for my baby girl.
"I have to call Semaj and tell him to meet me at the hospital. I'll call you back baby."
"Okay baby bring our princess home."
"Okay."
I hung up and called Semaj.
"Semaj I'm on my way to the hospital my mom is driving, my water broke."
"Alright I'm on my way text me the hospital."
"Alright."
"Uhhh!" A sharp pain shot through my side and my mom came running over to comfort me. So far I was scared and unsure of how things were going to go. But I had my support and I knew God had my baby and myself in good hands. God's hands.