Don't Blame Yourself (Yoshiki x Ayumi Fanfiction)

Chapter 6: Text Message

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Yoshiki's P.O.V

It took me forever to get down the stairs - stupid broken leg. But I still knew where she was going, but I didn't want to waste any time. I didn't know what she was going to do, and I kept imagining all the worst possible scenarios. Shinozaki seemed so unstable right now. No matter what I said, she just kept piling the guilt on herself. That wasn't good for her mental state at all... If she tried to jump off the building...

I shook my head, stopping that line of thought right there. All I needed was to get to her, and stop whatever crazy stunt she was going to do now.

Ayumi's P.O.V

I opened my door, slamming it loudly behind me. Thankfully, Hinoe wasn't home yet. I could cry on my own, and figure out what had just happened. I couldn't think straight. Why did that have this kind of impact on me?! It was just a friendly embrace, right? It happened all the time in... THERE. I shuddered at the memory of even the name.

I jumped straight into my bed and hugged my pillow, as tight as possible. Thought time.

I was about to jump off the building to end my life... Then he pulled be back just before I fell, and I hugged him... And he hugged me back... I couldn't think any more complicated then that at the moment. It was just a friendly hug, Ayumi, nothing more. You like Mochida, not Kishinuma...

But he was dating Naomi...

I screamed into my pillow. I knew this would happen all along... And yet when it happened, I was surprised and mad. I should've told Mochida how I felt, and maybe it would've happened... And I wouldn't even give the friendship between me and Kishinuma a second thought.

I was snapped out of thoughtland when my phone went off, beeping. I had gotten a text...

From Kishinuma...

I realized I had never looked at his messages before. Maybe I should now. I started from the top.

Hey, Shinozaki

Satoshi gave me your number and he dared me to text u

There was a lot more, sort of the same. She scrolled down to the bottom, and her hand started to shake. It was hard to read it.

I hate you it's ur fault that i can hardly walk down the stairs

I meant that, it wasnt some dare

I dropped my phone. I knew it  was my fault. Everything started to fade away, and everything went numb.

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Narrators P.O.V

As Ayumi ran out of her room, away from the phone, one last text message popped up on her phone...

I'm coming over, okay? some brat stole my phone

This is a bit shorter, because... CLIFFHANGER! :3

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