Art of soucide

x-cross my haert-x (i hav diffrent chapter titls now k)

DISCLAMMER: I DO NOT OWN JOSH RAMSEYS AMAZNG SEXY LYRICS TO ANY OF HIS SONGS BUT I WISH THAT I DID COS HES SUCH A FUCKING HOTTIE!!!!!!!!!!

A//N: X- OH MY SATIN I TOTELLY FORGIT 2 UPDATE 4 AGES!!!1!! I am soooooooooooooo sorry espeslly becos i left u all on a clifhinger wich i kno is RLY annoyng cos my fav authors do it ALL the tim and im rly sorry to ALL my fan.

and i hav a spescil messag for my hatrz. u see latly i hav been recieving mean messags sayn stuff lik im a fag and an emo and i suk at writng (not in a gud way) and the reson i havnt been on 4 so long is coz dey were makn me crai and i slut my writsts and went 2 hospitl and i actually leglally died NO SHIT BUT dem my boyfrend Edward (who woz crying by mi bedsid) played Marinas Trenchs song 'Fix Me' and askd satin 2 brught me back 2 lif cos he hatd me (goffik version of luv) so much. and i wok up. <3 I LUV U EDWID!!!!!!! XXXX BRING ON THE HAT MALE......................IM REDDY!!!!

i also hav sum gnarly scars on my wrist now.

dis story is dedited 2 him [edwud].

p.s. i hav sort of forgotten wat has happend cos i wuz ded 4 so long but im sure that ill remembr as i writ.

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i landed in a rly painful postition, but i didnt car or evn thfink 2 relish the pain. i got up and lookd round. i woz finking about how i wud save edwid from the Centaurians. Oh, edwid! i missd him so.

i got up and lookd at my surrrondings. i wuz in a very very very whit plac and i cudnt see any=thfing cos it woz so wite everywhre. It hurt my red, neon eyes and they began to blood. I sat there crying as bled red tears stram down my face. Dey formed a puddel of bleed arund my blak stilleto shoes wifth knifes insted of hells (get it lik heels but hells co sim goffik). I woz scarred (get it lik scared but scarred cos i hav scars on my wrist from cutting meself) and very worred that I woud becum blind and not be able to gaze into Emilie Atgoms beutiful feces anymore. I wos just sitting there in my bleed becoming bloodier and bloodier and soon i was coted in my own blood. I was going 2 drown in it.

As I sat there thinking about becuming blind, a herd something in my ears. it wos a horrid sound and i began to screech. wat was it?????? it cudnt be.......................... was it...................................................

IT WAS MOLEY CYRPSUS BAK FROM THE DED!!!!!!!

My ears beganh to bleed as well as my eyes and I was crying and blooding all over the wite carpet. Now i woud be both death and blind. (get it like deaf ut death cos im goffik)

Why had satin don this 2 her?????? why had satin don this to ME????? he had ressurectifed moley back fum the ded just 2 taunt me. Envy is a terrid thfing witch can hurt evn teh strongst of us........and it had hurt Suntan, who is the stungest of dem all, and woz my idol until now. until now -- i changd my mind.

FUK U SATIN YOU BASTARD!

And it was them I knew why. It was becos I had left him 4 Edwad and he was jelous. Becus he was jelous of me and edwad, he had brought back my arch enemy -- Bella Swan -- bak 2 haunt me beyond the grave.It wos like that bit in the Marinas Trench song "Havnt Had enough" which gos "Ill cum back 2 surely haunt u". (THAT SONG INSPIRED DIS CHAPTER (also me dying earler) I LUV U MARINAS TERNCH!)

MIly Citrus appered. SHe had no hair becos she had shaved it all off and plastic high heels lyk a Barbie dooll and  also a pink shirt wif "High School Sororoity" writen on it and a short pink skirt. She flikced her long blonde hair in my direction and fluttered her big blew eyes at me. Hre eyelashs were so long dat dey wer 2 hevy for her eyeballs and her eyeballs kept closing and they were half shut and loking at me and through my own blood i stgard back with my peircing red eyes and glard at her, imagening her burstng into flams and dying again but this time not cuming back 2 lif.

"Hello Amy" she sed.

I sed nothing. and then I sed sumthing.

"Hello Milly" I sed bak.

That gay me an idea! I suddenly began singing Marins Tarantula to combat Moley Cyrsus Song (i dont kno the nam of it cos i dont lstn 2 preppy muzik). Milly had no idea wat i woz duing at first and den she relised.

"AHHHHHHH!!!1! STOP SINGING DAT EXTREMLY PUNKY MUSIC!!!" She crid.

"NEVER!" i cackled. den I began 2 sing.

"So here's another day I'll spend away from you Another night, I'm on another broken avenue My bag is ripped and worn but then again now so am I Take what you wanna, take what you wanna, take w

Read more: MARIANA'S TRENCH - CROSS MY HEART LYRICS "

i sung.

and then Josh Ramsy appered! He flew in on hs magicl carpet and began to sing wif me. He woz wering a tong pericing and he had his black & blow har and a goffiky-punk-emo blak tie and woz wering a blak tuxedo. He was looking believlebly sexy and i almost cudnt kept singing cos i woz so infootated wif him and his saxiness.

"I herd u singing mai song" Josh Ramsey sed. I woz surprised 2 find that he had horns coming out of his hed lik a ram. I thought about rams and remembrd that satin had a pet ram. Josh Rammy must hav bin a satnist 2. He wes just lik me. "U sang my song x-cross my haert-x very well" he sed and gazed into my blooding red eyes with his deep red eyes but i wasnt looking becos I was starring at Miley Citrus with my red eyes. My eyes set Moley was on fire

She wrifed abot and was scramming all girly lik cos she is a prop.

"Ha ha ha," i stoppd singing 2 laf at her dying oncs agen. She was gon!

Now me and Josh Ramsy cud sav the day.

(HOPE U LIKD IT GAIZ!!!! lik dis if u cry everytim!!!)