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❝ 𝚝𝚠𝚘 : 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 ❞

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they painfully sighed, as the little hike was finally done. the knots of the rope that holds their wrists together was long gone, making wonwoo somehow craved for the touch more. the younger simply knew what happened at the mountain were probably nothing to the older, but is it too much if he ask for more? wonwoo sigh heavily as he look over the red marks that left at his wrist, due to constant tugging from soonyoung. both of them looked awfully tired and still gasping for air.

"you-" soonyoung called wonwoo who just flopped together with him on the ground and still breathless. the latter turned his head to take a look at soonyoung who called him. wonwoo noticed how soonyoung were still gasping for air, his chest lift up and down every second. his cheeks and face were red, probably because the hot summer's air. wonwoo unconsciously gulped, did not even try to break away from their stares.

somehow after years knowing him, wonwoo just noticed soonyoung eyes were dark brown, slightly lighter because of the burning sun. his single eyelid looks so attractive and suited him very well. wonwoo  never knew he had never noticed these details, that were awfully beautiful and how crazy he is right now for wanting to touch every single details from soonyoung's face. he was starstruck, only move after he felt a tap at his shoulder.

"enjoying the view?" soonyoung chuckled annoyingly while wonwoo rolled his eyes, ignoring the rose blush creaking to his cheeks. right, he get caught for staring. to brush the awkwardness, he stands up and grab a handful of water bottle that he knew weren't enough to quench their thirst.

in a blink of eye, it's already two months since their training starts. the trainees are now getting used waking up as soon as sunrise, countless of training that were painfully hard. but at the same time wonwoo had fun. aside from soonyoung always on his side, he makes new friends, discovered many types of people; he sees a new world. 

but why these past weeks, he had suffered from hard breathing, his chest felt so heavy as if it was suffocating. wonwoo doesn't know the reasons of his constant nightmares, he'd jolted awake sweating so hard at nights.

the dream itself was a big question to wonwoo. it was like, someone was leaving? and wonwoo can sees himself crying, kneeling at the ground, begging for that someone to not leave him. but who was that? he can't remember. and as it occurs daily, every single time he sees soonyoung, his heart felt so heavy. as if a big brick was pressed down his chest. 

and just like another night, he woke up again today, sweats running down to his forehead. wonwoo tried to calm his heart and himself down, puffing his cheeks in and out as he took a look at soonyoung who was sleeping soundly next to him. right, soonyoung's here. everything is alright. everything's gonna be alright.

wonwoo breathed out, lets out an exhale as he lie back to his bed. his mind was a total mess, but he still easily enters back to the daydream as the tiredness from yesterday crashing back into him.

everything's gonna be alright...

"haha what?" wonwoo stares emptily at the older. soonyoung pouted at wonwoo's coldness. he wraps his arms around wonwoo's and blinked his eyes multiple times, trying to look cute.

okay he indeed look cute though.

"just for one time, pleaseee? " soonyoung practically begged right now.

"soonie, no." wonwoo's tone was a little higher when he said no, unwrapping soonyoung's arms out of his. soonyoung did not give up, he stomps his feet like a five year old child, pouting for the hundreds times today. "i mean, it's just for one day, what could go wrong?"