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❝ 𝚜𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 : 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚜 ❞

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"you-WHAT?!" wonwoo was furious, he yelled so loud that it echoed through the big space. if soonyoung really, really wanted to bring back all their memories, to piece it back all together, and if soonyoung thought he'll be okay, then he thought wrong. wonwoo understands now. the shirt he was wearing, the scent, the coffee he always liked and boast it delicacies to soonyoung, the hug- it all makes sense to him.

wonwoo chuckled, finding this way too funny. "you're a loser you know that?!"

"i- what is this i just asked you-"

"WHAT IS THIS??!! you're the one who should ask that yourself, you stupid selfish son of a bitch!" wonwoo groaned, knowing he completely loses his cool. he's holding so much, so he burst it out in once. his neat hair were now disheveled, ruffling it a way bit harder than he used to. "great soonyoung great! you messed me up once again, thank you very much." wonwoo rolled his eyes, averting his gaze to other place than soonyoung's dazzling eyes.

"i know, what i did before. i knew i left you but please- can we talk this later? there's someone watching us." soonyoung's voice were so slow comparing to wonwoo's shouts before. wonwoo tilted his head, confused a little until he glanced a little bit from soonyoung's head, and he saw it. he saw a cctv that beaming red lights, showing its recording everything happened. "what?"

"yeah, and that's why i'm asking you.... asking you to sleep with me. it's an order or else we're both in danger. now come, quick!" soonyoung take wonwoo's wrist carefully, about to drag him when wonwoo protest and tossed his grip away. "what do you mean order? aren't you the boss though?" his eyebrows lifted upwards, and soonyoung can sense the mocking tone at the word boss from wonwoo's lips.

soonyoung sighed."i should be soon, but not yet. now let's go." wonwoo groaned, but still complied, and even refuses when soonyoung want to grab his wrist again, saying he can walk by himself.

the said room was actually on another side of the house, which the place wonwoo has never stepped in before. there was a big, tall door in front of them before it opens by itself (he was actually holding from saying woah the whole time) and it invited wonwoo to another level of richness. stood proudly a big chandelier on the ceilings, painting gold as it lights the whole mansion. the expensive carpets were covering the whole floor, and wonwoo sure hell knew, it's going to cost them millions for this to be fully furnished. right next to the big door was stairs, where it was fully glass, only have steel at some parts. next to their right were another glass transparent door, which will led them to the most luxury gazebo wonwoo has ever seen. at their front, it was a busy, hectic living room because of the maids scattering around the big space, cleaning every each part of the sacred place. they both were too busy, until one of them has noticed soonyoung's presence, who's holding a boy's hand.

she almost stumbled, before bowing. "good night, master !" the other were seems to noticed his presence too, as they make their own way, lining up perfectly like they were trained. "good night, master soonyoung !" they said in unison, bowing in ninety degrees in front of him. wonwoo was shocked, because he never feel this feeling of disgusted creeping into his body so much. he take a look at soonyoung's face and noticed a smirk.

a proud smirk.

wonwoo rolled his eyes, before tugging his hands. he's tired, from the fights yesterday and the drama today and he just want some sleeps. soonyoung came back to reality, before he pulled wonwoo to the glass stairs. wonwoo was actually scared to step on it, since it's a fully glass stairs, but he shrugged and just walked.

they both stands in front of a door, before soonyoung could even utter a word, wonwoo turned facing soonyoung. "can't i sleep alone? i don't want to share room with some pathetic liars." hissed wonwoo, words piercing through soonyoung's heart as his eyes widen, before the older calmed himself down. "no. i told you it's an order."

wonwoo rolled his eyes again, before entering. the room was already warm, sleeping lights were flashing through the entire room. it's another, chill and cozy place exactly the way wonwoo like. but he's with soonyoung. what good will come out of this?

the younger squealed before running towards the bed and tossed himself out. it was a tiring day, and the pain from his whole body after kicked down by some gangsters haven't gone yet, and scars building up to his past wounds. he sighed happily, after finding a soft mattress hitting his back, and he was enjoying this so much, almost falling asleep-

"cute." muttered soonyoung slowly, but wonwoo can hears it clearly. he coughed awkwardly and turns to see soonyoung was ruffling his hair, trying to tossed himself too when wonwoo take a hand out.

"no. you-" wonwoo pointed to a big white sofa, near the window. "-sleeps there."

soonyoung sighed, ignoring wonwoo's words, and brought himself to the king sized bed. wonwoo groaned, annoyed to the older's action. they finally lied down, next to each other and backs were facing each other.

wonwoo couldn't help but shrinking into his thoughts again. how useless he felt right now, how he need to act tough all over again. his heart was fragile, and it was crushed, stomped on the feet by the person behind him. and just like before, he couldn't do anything, all over again. just like that night. that night he was left alone-

"wonwoo." soonyoung was moving, and wonwoo could felt the other's breath, signaling he was staring the younger.

"i-i'm sorry."

the room's sound of heaters were like stopping, all noises were disheveled into thin air and wonwoo can't help himself, a part of him broke again as he felt tears running back down his pale cheeks, biting his lips as he choked back down the whimpers escaping. those two words, those seems like nothing, but actually too painful to heard it by soonyoung himself; that's how weak wonwoo was inside. "that easy, soonyoung?"

soonyoung sighed, closing his eyes. "i know, i don't deserve your apologies, i know..." he said it softly, his lips forming a thin line. "that day, the day i left you. i have reasons. i know you'll think this is another excuses i'll make, i knew it wonwoo. but i'm sorry...i really am."

"just go to sleep, i'm tired." said wonwoo firmly as he closed his both eyes, letting the tears flowing from his eyes to his cheeks down to the pillow sheets. he don't want another painful memory coming to him again. he had enough. soonyoung sighed, turning again to his back, staring the closet in front of him.

soonyoung was in deep thoughts, so does wonwoo. their both mind were screaming to turn, holding and hugging each other like they always did before. bringing each other into a tight hug and whispering everything is okay, and how he wished he can do it now. soonyoung, who was dazed with his mixed feelings, also closed his eyes as a single drop of tear running through his cheeks.

the truth...that he can never tell...