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𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚢 𝚜𝚒𝚡 : 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐

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"what the fuck was that." mingyu widen his eyes.

"yeah...." soonyoung bitterly smiles, as he take a look at seungcheol who was still silent throughout the whole confession. "but i guess i deserve this, after what i did to everyone. i did so many horrible things and mostly to wonwoo, so i guess i do belong here. i'm an asshole after all."

mingyu bit his lip, feeling how unfair soonyoung's life is. a bright boy who was trying to live a normal life, but was dragged down into the deep hole, blinded everyone from seeing the truth. it's just so unfair.

it just doesn't make sense.

how for months mingyu knew him, before all this things happened, there's no indication a soonyoung has been abused severely. never. okay maybe he knew him for months, but fuck. wonwoo knew soonyoung since they were teenagers. teenagers.

what the hell?

" i don't really care how my life will end up, but seeing jihoon, jun and minghao– a total innocent people being dragged too– it pissed me off. i tried to beg that douchebag to let them go, to just use me, but he didn't listen. he's always like that, ruining everyone's life. " soonyoung breathed out.

seungcheol still stares at him, but he understands what soonyoung says.

there's a little doubt in seungcheol's heart. though he really once loves soonyoung's companion back at academy, he can't just straight believing what he says and being back to normal.

it took a little while before he continues.

he was fidgeting, quite nervous to let this, the truth, out.

" you're gonna hate me for saying this– fuck you must already hates me at this point. " soonyoung chuckled dryly. 

he took a deep breath.

"i know wonwoo was looking out for our gang."

mingyu and seungcheol both widen their eyes, gasp left mingyu's mouth as he speaks. "is that why you left the evidence? because you wanted him to see?"

soonyoung look down at his lap again as he nods.

"you're fucking jerk !" seungcheol stands up, eyes fuming mad, lifting soonyoung from sitting by his collar. soonyoung still don't meet seungcheol's eyes, letting him do whatever he wants. he deserved this.

after what he did to the person he once loved.

mingyu quickly reacts to calm seungcheol down, and it succeed because seungcheol slowly loosened his grips, and toss the boy down back to his chair.

"i know. i know i'm a jerk. i purposely left the trails knowing he'll pick that up. i know, and i did all that just because i miss him. i miss him so fucking much. i did all of that just to see him for the last time." he can't hold back the tears anymore, letting the wet drops falling from his eyes.

" when i met him, when i met you guys too– i got greedy, there's a little voice in my head, persuading to go that far, to wants him for all myself. i let that voice controlled me until the point i hurt him."

he sniffs and tried to wipe it, but the handcuff got in the way, so he just looks down.

"it was all an act first, i did kicked and punched him just to fucking shows my subordinates how powerful i am, telling them to not look down on me. i got greedy an persuasive, until i went that far. that was, until i talked again to wonwoo."