ᴍᴀꜰɪᴀ'ꜱ ʟᴏᴠᴇ || ꜱᴏᴏɴᴡᴏᴏ

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a/n : hello, im back after short hiatus. firstly, happy new year to everyone ! and also, thank you for 1.2K readers ! i can't believe this is happening, thank you so so much !! i will try harder this year improving my writing. thanks again ♡

❝ 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗 : 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚝 ❞

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"you motherfucking trash !" soonyoung was slapped at his face, so hard that he fall down to the expensive marble floor.

"im sorry, father."

"who the fuck asked you to bring a police inside ? are you nuts?!" the maroon haired boy was kicked straight to his stomach. he groaned in pain, holding himself from the boiling blood flowing inside his veins. "i-i'm sorry father..."

this is why soonyoung hated when his father is home. his raising confidences always run out when he's with him, and all he could muttered was sorry, sorry, sorry. he was weak.

soonyoung's father, who was covered with blood stains on his face, on his expensive jacket, down to his exposed arms- surely those weren't his blood, of course- the old man sighed in anger, staring intensely to his own child. "why did you bring him here?"

soonyoung's breath was stuck inside his throat. he stared his father in horror, thinking what words should he use to make sure wonwoo will never be in danger.

"it was the mission. i thought h-he would spill the secret we've been looking for-"

"so did he?" soonyoung's father raised his eyebrows, almost spit at his son's face.

"well...no..."

the old man raised his legs again "YOU USELESS BITCH!" soonyoung was kicked again, again until he can't even count how much he already got. countless slaps thrown at his face too, blood drawn out from his mouth. he choked back his words, suffering in pain.

no, he deserved it.

he's a jerk after all, to his friends, who he called family. to his first love, jeon wonwoo.

he deserved it.

"WHY YOU'RE SO WEAK? I TAUGHT YOU TO BE SMART YOU MOTHERFUCKER ! I GIVE YOU EVERYTHING BUT WHY YOU'RE SO WEAK?!" his screams echoes to the whole entire house, even wonwoo who was half asleep awoke, slowly walking to the source of the loud sounds downstairs...

"i'm really sorry father, i really am." soonyoung crumpled to himself, can't bare anymore to take more hits. his shoulder, his cheeks, his stomach, his whole body is all in pain. but he can't even fight back. like his sister said- bare with it. so he'll be. he's strong. he's not weak.

"sorry? if you're sorry why you're back at that boy again?! is it one of your friends plans? should i punch them too? or even kill?" dark vibes surrounding his father's side, and soonyoung instantly knows his father is not joking. he stumbled on his own words, changing his position to begging, both palms rubbing roughly.

"n-no father no ! don't hurt them, i b-beg you. just hurt me! they did nothing wrong, i promise you. i'm the one who brings the police here, not them. so just punish me off, all alone." soonyoung sobbed, both because the pain he's facing and... imagining his friends died at his own father's hand.

this was all his fault. he shouldn't bring wonwoo here. what was soonyoung thinking? why did he even bring him in the first place? sobbed was echoing the big living room, tears flowing dowm soonyoung's cheeks, hands still begging at his father- no, the monster.

the latter scoffed and laughed, his arrogance building up even more. "this is why i shouldn't bring those dealer's sons." his father chuckled, and soonyoung knows who he was talking about. jihoon, junhui, minghao- they were all the drug dealer's sons. and they were forced into this too, same like soonyoung. "should have stick to their lame bankrupt business. but no, they beg me ! i give them powers, but their sons are useless ! stupid motherfuckers."

soonyoung looked up, his mind screaming to hit his own father. they weren't like that. they're the only friends soonyoung has now, and his father has no rights to say things like that. he's really a monster !

"you. bring him out from my house before tomorrow. or i'll kill you both."

soonyoung sighed in anger, about to protest but his father raised his arm- and soonyoung has no choice but to follow.

"y-yes...father."

and up from the first floor, in the middle of the chaos,

wonwoo saw everything,

and he finally understands, the reasons.