usually forgotten.( a magcon fanfic)

thank you i guess

we got back to my house and I felt as if someone had ran me over.

'it's okay not to be okay' I replayed in my head.

taylor then came in.

he gave me another hug. I couldn't resist it. but then I pulled away.

"what?" he asked

"I can't" I said.

"can't what?"

"I can't keep falling back in love with you. everytime you hurt me,I fall again. it's not okay"

"oh" he replied

"I can't stand you but I freakin love you." I said as I stared into his beautiful eyes. the eyes I fell in love with in the beginning. i may have liked shawn but taylor was always there. all along.

"you promised me you wouldn't do it again taylor" I said snapping out of my fantasy about him.

"I'm sorry"

"you were sorry last time but look at you now,you did it again."

he stayed silent and looked at me with a sad look.

"I'm really over it taylor" I said even though I want him back and miss him.

I can't let him just do that again.

"please madeline, I want you back. I miss you and the way your sarcastic with me. I love you and I can't even explain the way you make me feel. I'm sorry that I did this. I messed us up and I hate myself for that. I'm sorry. I just want you to be mine again. I miss just us hanging out and cuddling. I know I lost your trust but I'm willing to get it back. anything for you." he said and started to cry. I hated to see him like this.

the sad part is that I felt the exact same way. I honesty don't know what to do.

"what do you want me to do now taylor?" i asked

"love me again" he said.

"I never stopped"

he looked at me and smiled a little. like a shot of confidence went through him.

he was about to say something when my phone started to ring.

"hello?" I asked

"hey maddie!" I then realized it was aaron.

"aww hey aaron,I miss you."

"I miss you too.!" he said

"why don't you come down here with some of the boys?we'd love some company" I said

"yeah I'll come down for sure. but I have to ask the boys if they have anything planned" he said

"okay yall wanna come tomorrow?"

"sure"

"see ya then,lovebug!" I said and giggled

"see ya soon girl" he said and hung up.

he literally can make my day. taylor just stood there dumbfounded.

"so aaron is coming tomorrow and maybe some of the boys"

"cool" he said. he looked a little excited.

great ....