questioning myself

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we decided to sleep over at the jacks house. They said I could sleep in the guest room so I did. I was just sitting,watching tv. I wasn't paying attention though. I was just thinking.

aaron came in and sat on my bed.

"aaron" I said and cried a little bit.

"why are you crying maddie?" he asked.

"I know I might sound dramatic or somethin but it feels like everyone likes to come in my life and hurt me. first liz,then shawn,then taylor,then my dad passed." I said and he hugged me.

we laid down in my bed.

"well maddie, it's life. this is real life. things happen for reasons. I know right now things feel really sucky, but i also know that you deserve better than you have now. things will get better,love"

"thanks aaron" I said and closed my eyes. I put my head in his chest.

"I'm always here for you. your like a sister to me. your my best friend. I'm so thankful to have you. you don't even know"

"I feel the exact same aaron"

the thing about aaron is that he knows how to make me feel a lot better. a girl would be so lucky to have him. .

I then fell asleep.

morning time

i woke up and aaron was gone. I looked at the clock,6:45.

I knew that no one would be awake but i still checked. since the house was two story,I checked the upstairs first.

I went into the room and saw gilinsky on his phone.

"hello beautiful" he said and smiled.

"uh hey" I barely chocked out. I got kinda nervous around him for some reason.

"so I saw you looking at me when I was dancing yesterday" he said smirking and walking towards me.

I looked down and my feet.

"it's okay babe. your cute" he said while wrapping his large hands around my cheeks.

"o-ohh" I said.

"did you like my dancing?"he asked.

"s-su-ree,yeahh" I said.

"I bet you could dance good too huh?" he asked. he moved him hands down my shoulders giving me goose bump.

"well I gotta go,bye!" I said and ran out of the room downstairs

"holy Jesus" I said to myself.

matt and cam were up.

"hey maddie,you kissed a lot of guys last night!" cam said and started laughing with matt.

"ugh shut up!" I said.
"it was a dare!" I added.

"yeah whatever." matt said and smirked.

"guys,where's liz?" I asked.

"in the room down the hall with taylor" matt said.

"they slept together?" I asked

"I think so.." cam said

oh.😔I see

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