usually forgotten.( a magcon fanfic)

remember taylor

Johnson and I pulled up to their house and got off. I noticed that he just stayed in the car

"hey you gonna get off?" I asked

"I gotta pick something up. I'll be back later" Jack says.

"ohh ok" I say and open the door

I walk in and see gilinsky on the couch.
as soon as he sees me,he gives me a serious look and walks close up to me.

"why didn't you answer my call?" he
asks. his stare feels like it's burning me.

"I was at the movies with Johnson."

"why were you with him alone?" he asks with half anger and half sadness in his voice.

"um just to hang out. he said he was feeling down so we decided to go to the movies" I said calmly.

"what else did you guys do huh?" he asked staring even deeper into me

"nothing,that was it. calm down" I say

"calm down?!? how am I supposed to calm down when my girlfrien-" he stops as he is about to say girlfriend.

I look and and wonder. does he want me to be his girlfriend? I ask myself.
"I'm not your girlfriend gilinsky!" I say and walk upstairs. I felt my wrist being pulled. I turned around and he pulled me into him.

"do you wanna change that?" he asks.

"I mean....I wouldn't mind changing that...but Jack why wer-" he cut me off and kissed me.

taylor used to do that. oh how I miss taylor.

"listen,we just met like yesterday so maybe we shouldn't date just yet" I say and giggle a little bit.

"okay I see your point. but it's not holding me back from asking you out" he said while winking

I went back upstairs and into the room that Johnson said I could stay in.

It really sucks that I have to fake being happy. it really does. putting on a fake smile and laugh isn't fun.

I feel really weird because taylor really hurt my feelings. I really thought he cared about me. what's wrong with me? he cheated.

I already had damn
problems but he had to go and add to them! why? he knew my problems too. my mom leaving,then liz just being a freakin jerk (she was basically my only friend),then shawn kinda dissed me,my dad leaving,and my boyfriend cheating on me several times with my sister.
now he's having a baby with her.
wow. no one really cares nor needs me. I wanna just leave.

-and that night,she had left-