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I ran downstairs and sneakily got out of the house. I just walked around. I was unsure of what I wanted to do. I then found a cliff. I walked over to it.

"wow,hah that's a steep drop" I said aloud to myself.

"you're so useless and pathetic. just end your life now. no ones gonna go to your funeral. who cares anymore though." I said to myself.

by now,tears were running down my face.

I stepped to the edge of the cliff. every second I'll move closer to the edge.....

-JACK'S POV-

I saw madeline sneak out of the house and got a little concerned about what she was doing. so I followed behind her. I made sure she didn't see me though. I saw her go to the edge of a cliff and talk to herself.

after hearing the things she was saying about herself,I felt really bad.

She got really close to the edge and put her arms up.. I ran to her and grabbed her waist and pulled her far away from the edge. we sat near a bush.

she sat across from me and brought her knees up to her chest.

"why didn't you just let me die Jack?!" she asks while crying

"......because you mean to much for me to loose you." I said honestly.

"Jack,what am I gonna do? my life is so messed up" she said while crying.

I hugged her and wiped her tears.

"I don't know madeline,but you can't do this to yourself"

she then cried into my chest.
we just sat there as she silently cried into my chest. I was fine with it though.
she looked up to me and her mascara was all under her eyes and her cheeks.
she still looked beautiful though.

"why are you helping me Jack? you barely know me" she said.

"trust me,I know a lot about you. shawn and taylor talked about you a lot"

"oh" she simply said.

"come on,let's go home." I said

she got up and we walked home. the whole way, I had my arm around her shoulders. I want her to feel safe with me. I want to change the way she feels about relationships. I wanna help her.

by the time we got back to the house it was pretty dark outside. madeline went into her room and I went into mine as we changed into our pajamas. we both had the same idea in mind. we both came out at the same time and went downstairs. I popped a movie in and we laid down

"Jack?"

"yeah?"

"please don't leave me. like the others. please don't be like them" she said while looking at me.

"I won't. I promise." I said while holding her hand.

"you don't have to promise me because promises are meant to be kept. I've been promised so many times and they weren't kept. all I'm asking is to not leave me until I'm strong enough to be left alone.."

I had no words

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