Love Is Not Enough [Complete]

Chapter Fifteen

"Okay, what's wrong?", Bruno asked as he pulled over at his driveway.
He killed the engine and turned to face me, looking all serious and scary as hell. I kept on looking down and all around except at him.

"Linda talk to me please", he pleaded but I just ignored him.  "If I did or said something out of line please tell me", he begged looking desperate.

"I don't know how to tell you this", I sighed then looked up in his eyes.

"Say it anyhow, just -", he shook his head, he's begging eyes staring straight in mine.

"You have a girlfriend Bruno, and I could be just another girl passing by so don't mess up something that's dearest to you. I wouldn't want what we doing to Brenda to happen to me, I don't feel like it's the right thing to do, no matter how good it feels", I said facing down.
I thought of how happy he makes me feel.

"Linda, it's not how you think, Brenda and I are different", he said without breaking his stare at me.
Brenda and I are different? What the hell is this guy saying? It doesn't even make sense.
The whole thing just made me upset. I felt all my irritation and anger building up.

"You are in a relationship with Brenda, I'm definitely sure she loves you", I replied irritated, ignoring the "Brenda and I are different shit".

I can see he doesn't want to understand my view on this whole thing. He thinks I'm those girls who don't mind being side chicks.
Maybe I gave him that impression but it's definitely what I don't want.

"I'll break up with her if you want?", he murmured a bit louder, now staring outside the window.
What? The shit? If I want? Really?
That's it I'm done. I can't deal with this, we haven't even started whatever we were doing so I guess he's true colours are revelling itself.
Swearing under my breath I threw the door open and walked straight to my house. I didn't have to deal with this shit.

"Linda? Come on Babydoll!", he yelled running behind me.

I turned angrily and yelled "What? What do you want from me if you obviously have a girlfriend?",

"Are you kidding me? We haven't even got to boyfriend and girlfriend level and now you acting like this? Seriously Linda, can you let me fix this-",

"Stop! Just stop Bruno!", I snapped, I was so angry, so mad. Why doesn't he consider somebody else's feelings.

He stared at me with confusion, with disappointment. As he opened his mouth to say something I walked away. I wasn't in the mood for him, I needed to calm myself down.

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I spent the entire day in my room.
I didn't feel like doing anything. Neo called and my Mum called but I didn't answer. It just felt wrong to have to pretend like I was happy to them since I don't think I'd be able to tell them what's going on. Plus Neo is Brenda's cousin.
Bruno called several times too, I just couldn't talk to him so I didn't pick up. I haven't figured out how to control this issues. But I still have strong feelings for him, I still wanna feel his touch and I want his eyes on me. He just makes me happy in a very different way, he makes me wanna spend the whole day watching him, he doesn't need to talk I'd just watch him.

"Linda", JR called out my name as he knocked on my bedroom door.

"Yeah", it came out low.

JR walked in and sat besides me on the bed.
"What's up with you?", he questioned pulling out his phone from his pocket.