When the lights go out [Malfoy x reader story]

A Letter To Malfoy

I sighed I I thought about these words, which randomly came up to my mind. "So what do you guys want me to do? That woman came Dumbledore got into trouble. You need a spy, don't you?" I asked putting my hands under my legs hiding the fists that were already getting white. "We didn't thought about that opportunity yet, but it seems great." Ron answered smiling widely as if he was satisfied with the answer. You nod but Fred, Harry and Hermione looked at you concerned, while George and Fred looked more worried in a way parents would do." It's fine, I can easily do that I got their trust. I will make friend with Parkinson and I will spy on Umbridge." Looking at all of them I tried to image what could happen. What my parents would say if they knew. Even though my mum was a proud Slytherin she'd never been such a terrible guardian as the Malfoys teaching me how different classes in the wizard world were. What if my dad found out. I couldn't look into his eyes and lie about it. Would my family survive this. Everything we were doing. Everything was changing. Even though most of the Slytherins weren't affected by the recent incidents, I was. But I was different then them anyway. And Mary. What would she do? I sighed before excusing myself. I lied about going to the toilet. In reality I was sitting there and crying my damn eyeballs out. Draco told me to send him letters regularly, but right now I didn't even know if I shouldn't go back to America leaving all this behind. But that was like running away?... My brother didn't die for me, just so that I can run away my whole life. No, I would catch that woman kill her, revenge my brother and fight against the dark lord as a spy. That was exactly what I needed to do. I wiped my tears away hearing a noice from outside the door. I opened the door faucet and walked to the door as quilt as possible. I opened with much strength and Hermione, George and Fred fell into the bathroom. "Wow, I didn't know you guys were facing me so much." I said trying to hide that I had cried moments ago. "We were just worried." Hermione said. "Well what could I do on a toilet? Tell the dark lord all your secrets?" I asked ironically, but I was rather hurt about the comment. Maybe I misunderstood her but to me it sounded different. I was in the Slytherin house and Slytherins seemed to be cursed to be hated by everyone, but themselves." You missunderstand the situation." Fred babbled. "Sure I do. Let me tell you, I know how your opinion on Slytherin is, but if you can't trust me that much, then I'm really really disappointed in you all. I'm going to my room now, if you'd excuse me please." I jumped over the sitting and partly laying trio and made my way into my room. But before I could reach it Gynni and Ron stopped me." Listen Y/n. "Ron started but Ginny just interrupted him by making her own speech." Y/n you know they didn't mean it like that. They were afraid that you are hurt. I know we don't know each other well, but you don't seem like other Slytherin people. I appreciate you being here. I would never feel the same way with Malfoy or the other Slytherins. " She said really calmly." Ginny is right, it might be hard for you know, but I'm sure you will see it's worth it in the end. "Ron marked, not as calm as Ginny." Thanks, but I really need to think about it on my own now. "I smiled weakly then made my way through them closing the door behind me. I sat down on my bed and got some paper. Hermione who discovered that I was quit interested in muggle stuff had giving a pen to me. Like writing with a feather, but way easier. I opened the pen and started to write.

Dear Draco,
as I promised I'm writing you a letter, even though I've only been here for a few hours. I really like them, they are all nice. But I kind of miss school already. I never thought I would love Hogwards more than my old school. Thanks for the time we got spent. We should do something funny as soon as I'm back again. By the way, I heard you got into Umbridges crew. How to join them?
Lots of love and kisses

Y/n

I'm such a traitor, aren't I? I'm even lying to my boyfriend for the sake of bringing the dark lord down. If he was even there. I haven't seen him, I just happened to be there. Like I was literally randomly placed in this school in a house I don't fit in. It was terrible. But still I had friends, family and someone who liked me. I gave my letter to my owl and sent her away. What if Draco finds out about it? I would break, his heart, he would hate me. I sighed as Fred and George randomly appeared in my room making me shirk. "What the hell? In Merlins name, what are you doing here?" I asked putting down my stuff I wanted to return to its old place after writing the letter. "We needed to talk to you." They smiled in unison. "It's about why you are mad and hurt." They said ince again in full unison. "I'm listening." I was rather surprised by the fact that they really made so much work and came by. They sat down to my left and right. "So have you ever womdered why it took the sorting had so long?" Fred asked. "And have you ever wondered why your family doesn't mention that woman? And you could forget about her for a while before seing her in the closet?" George added.
I took a deep breath.
"I indeed did. What are guys trying to tell me?" I peeked my lips while thinking then started to bite my bottom lip.  "Isn't there a smal possibility that your dad actually lnows her. And has he ever told you in detail what his work was about?" As soon as they asked I shook my head without hesitation. What did they mean? I knew that they were smart, but which case did they consider I didn't. I gulped as I had a strange feeling and some ideas why." We did some research for you Y/n. "George started then let Fred have the word." We couldn't find the specific position of your father in the ministry and also he must be way more powerful than the minster himself. And that woman. We checked about her. She was in Hogwards the same year as you father. You should talk to Dumbledore about it, if your dad doesn't. " He whispered telling me everything they knew." So you mean, they knew each other? And you mean my dad is not a real aurore or minister of anything? "I asked gulping even more." That must be why mister Malfoy is do fanatic about getting friends with my dad?" My heart skipped faster and I felt chills running down my spine. What if Draco was using me? Doubts were making their way through my head." What if Draco. Listen I'm going to trust you now, you won't tell it anyone else."They nod." What if Draco uses me? "I asked lowering my gaze." He isn't that mean Y/n, the way he looks at you, he can't hide it and Malfoy is not the one who's flipping out about a girl normally."  I frowned then went quite for a bit.
" Maybe you are right, I will know it soon I guess. "I replied sighing and hiding my tears. Why did I cry more then I did in my old school before, but still felt happier?

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When I opened my eyes I looked into mamy faces, even into Mrs Weasleys. She gave me a worried look. I didn't understand therefore I gaze everyone a tired and puzzeled look.