When the lights go out [Malfoy x reader story]

Scary Truth

"So you are a death eater now?" I asked, shaking a little.
"I can't do anything else, my family needs me Y/n. Look at this they gave it to me." He whispered in a raspy voice as he showed me his dark death eater tattoo. I gulped as I saw it. I didn't need to be afraid, I knew he wouldn't harm me, but I could never know what Voldemort wanted him to do.
" It's okay, I mean it's not okay, but I still love you." I told him hugging him tightly. The moment felt like forever when I realized that he looked more scared. I couldn't understand why Voldemort would recruit a kid like him. He had nothing the Dark Lord could want.
" What if we can't be together anymore? For your own safety." He asked tearing up. Why was he tearing up all the time, it made it even harder for me to answer him without crying.
"Don't think about that, I will always stay with you." I replied smiling.
"Y/n...."
He kissed me slowly interrogating our fingers. It was the most intense kiss I had ever felt. His hand was resting gently in my neck grabbing it lightly. This change of topic was smooth....
He was now on top of me kissing my neck whispering into my ear how much he loves me. Our lips wouldn't part this time they found together again. It was a strong, sensational feeling in my stomach. I loved him.
His hand wandered down to my hip the other hand gently holding my face as we kissed each other like there wouldn't be a tomorrow. Would it happen? My hands wandered under his pyjama shirt, that was, when I noticed how skinny he got. I broke the kiss looking at him in shock. "When was the last time you properly ate?" I asked strictly looking at him.
"I don't know, food doesn't taste." He answered tired.
I called out a spell causing all my sweets from my room to appear.
"I don't have more, I'm sorry." I whispered.
"I love you so much." He sighed.
"Oh boy, don't worry I will protect you as much as I can." I winked, even though I wanted to cry.
I took some of the things that were laying in front of me and gave then to him. "Eat!" I ordered.
He nod slowly not being a single bit like the Draco Malfoy I got the know. All that has happened to him by now, even though he was a spoiled annoying child to others, wasn't something I wished anyone. How could he possibly be chosen by Voldemort? He didn't have anything the Dark Lord wanted. My thoughts were getting to the same result over and over while Draco slowly ate some of the sweets I had given to him. He seemed hungry, but at the same time so sick of food. He was just a boy I would pity now, because I was really sure that he never liked living like that. Who would? But at least his aunt was there for him.
" Don't worry, your aunt will protect you." I simply said without thinking.
"How would you know my aunt?" He asked gazing me in horror.
I gulped. It was dumb wasn't it?
"She was friends with my aunt, I found it out. They were both pretty insane." I tryed to get myself out of the situation. He simply nod in respond, which made me sigh. "Well, I wanted to tell you something."I started as he looked up from his chocolate frog." Yes? "
Okay now I needed to be deadly honest.
" There's something, which makes me feel a bit uncomfortable. You know about my 'talent', so I can barely control it these days. I feel like it's getting stronger, but I don't know what it means. I feel like I can be part of their thoughts." That was the heaviest confession I ever made, but for some reason my heart felt so much lighter. It was like a nightmare that turned out not to be that bad, when he grabbed my hand. His eyes were so gentle." Could you explain that a bit more specific Y/n?" The question made me freeze. How would I explain that?....
"That's a bit difficult, but I will at least try. So there's this feeling everytime someone thinks loudly. I don't want to hear it most of the time, it's like they are asking for help. When I think about what they said then usually there's a person, who seems confused. It's like I'm able to control them. That scares me. "I whispered, nearly crying. He seemed calmer than I was by now. Much calmer. Then he simple nod, while thinking. As if he knew what I was feeling like. Maybe he knew but just the other way around. He knew how it was to call for help, but not being heard and I knew how it was to hear those calling for help. "Let's find out more about this tomorrow." He replied as he looked deep into my eyes. "Yeah good idea. I'm tried as hell." I  yawned trying to act like I wasn't scared by it much. I layed down once again feeling Dracos warm embrace around me, smelling his scent. Hearing his heart beating calmly in his chest.

"Trying to act fearless makes you actually weaker."

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So it's new year, so I'm going to upload a but more again, bc that's my new years resolution I guess anyway I gota message asking for a shipping. Btw y'all are warmly welcome to ask for these, I don't mind that at all.
Love the shitty writer of these even more shitty story
And a happy new year to everyone!