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They taught each other how secret letters worked... I smiled at the letter and suddenly felt very encouraged to read any mind, that came close enough to me. I wasn't sure if it was possible to gain it back that fast but, I really didn't bother to think about it much. Then moment after Mrs Weasley's steps had gotten silent and her door closed, another knock on my door. "Yeah?" I whispered. The door was opened by Lupin. "Aren't you in trouble, because of the moon?" I asked taking a quick look outside the window. It was brighter than before, there was no moon, but either the sun was very visible. "Y/n, you are such a bright girl considering this, but full moon will be in two days." He answered giving me a smile of appreciation. "Oh I see, got it. So we have time to practice?" I asked curiously and at the same time a little worried. He nodded his head and I got up grabbing the coat I wore before again. Not even waiting for Lupin to make the start I threw the jacket over myself and held the front door open for him. "Thank you a lot Y/n." 

We walked our usual way through the forrest, along the bushes and threes. It was getting cooler day by day, which got me to think of Christmas. I used to spend it with my parents. I could spend it with my friends now. Just maybe, they would like me as a part of Dumbledores army. I was good at being with others and I was awfully good at lying. Not that this was something to be proud of, but it was at least something. I was able to tell lies to people like Dumbledore. 

"Are you ready for today Y/N?" Lupins happy face warmed my heart. "Yes I am... I am totally ready!" I almost yell before slapping my hand on my own mouth. "Well everybody around knows that aswell now." Lupin started to laugh while I tried to not let my face change its shade to scarlet red. "Can I try to read your mind?" I asked laughing, not even being serious for the seconds of asking when Lupin got serious and agreed. A look of astonishment was laying on my face as I told myself he was joking over and over again. "Are you serious? Like super serious? You are not kidding me are you?" "No I'm not Y/n." "Merlins beard thanks!" I gave him a hugh hug with all my heart and sat on the small rock I had been sitting on many times before. "But before you start, let my try to read your mind."  I frooze the second he said those words and stared at him blankly. I thought he wasn't able to, he was a werewolve not a mind reader. Oh he was messing with me now, right? "Sure." I replied to his previous  question, he gaze hypnotising me. "You want to go back to Hogwards right?" "How did you?..." "I talked to Molly and you told her so she told me about it aswell seeking for my advice whether to tell you that it was a good idea or not." 

Lightly shaking my head I pulled the ccollar of my jacket together. Mrs Weasley was an awfully kind person and like a mother to everyone who needed one, but she couldn't keep a lot to herself, that was for sure. "What did you tell her?" I wanted to know, when the older male grinned at my face. "Well Y/n you are a young  and talented witch and you have your seat right at the source, so you could inform us a little from time to time." "Sure thing, I definetly will. It's my honor and pleasure, I want to revenge y parents and whoever did that to them, will pay. If I can pay my tribute to this war by giving information i surely will." With a lighter heard than I anyway already had I was now about to empty my head. Look into his mind.  I figured out, whenever I had a little bit of a connection to a person, who did not want me to read their minds that it would be a lot easier, but I would also feel guiltier for the time of reading. "How can I find out more about mind reading? Do you know any mind readers?" I asked distrecting myself from my actual task. I probably couldn't help it, I was a curious girl by nature. He poked his lips, making a sound while pushing his tongue against  his closed teeth. His hand was resting on his chin, a real thinker pose. "Hmm, I indeed think I do know someone who could help you. I will send an owl for her whenwe come home. But why don't you ask your grandmother? As far as I know she was a mind reader the last time I saw her." 

I sighed heavily. Why had my family to be such a mess. Disappeared, dead, crazy or stupid, I had everything, but a normal family. "I don't know if she is still alive, after my aunt went totally crazy and my uncle died by a spell she casted on him, she left my father and grandfather alone. She ran away. My grandfather always remained with my father, but he died two years ago, so well, I can't even ask him for advice where to earch for her. And my father refused to talk about anyone from this damn family.  My mum though she used to tell me about her mother. Surprisingly on their wedding day my other granny calimed to have seen my father mothers, in a vision and in this town right after that." I told him a few things and he sat down too. "She had a vision you say?" I nod my head holding my colar. "Interesting. Now clear your mind  dear, quick quick!" I closed my eyes and handeled my breath, brought all my thoughts together and pushed them aside. All I had was me and my heart. Nothing else just me and my heart. 

"How can I tell her, oh man, uhm....uhm.... dear...no maybe hey, I can't call her dear anymore, I'm not dear to her-" 

As soon  as this ghost in my mind became interesting it stopped. But this inner voice was familiar. "You heard something, didn't you?" "Yes and I can tell you I know this inner voice, I have this feeling in my left butt cheek, seriously!" I acted offended by his laugh and he continued laughing. "This inner voice belonged to someone I heard once, but it felt too far away to be natural, you know usually I can only read a mind that is close to me, but for sure it wasn't yours or Mrs Weasley's." 

No, it wasn't theirs, it was his...

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