When the lights go out [Malfoy x reader story]

Lives

I was sitting in a big chair the Wesley house, holding a big steaming cup in my hand. There were cookies on the table and fresh rasin bread. I wasn't hungry  Everybody was sitting around me, looking at me pityful. I couldn't say a word, no matter how hard I tried. And then she came, carrying a big blanked and fresh clothes; Mrs Wesley more concerned than ever, storming towards me with teary eyes. "Y/n! Thank Merlin you are not hurt!" She yelled as she gave the a hug. It was the best hug of my life. I felt secure and loved. Like I could share all my pain with her. The more I looked at everyone the more nervous I got, but having Mrs Wesley here, was everything I needed. But then just as I had calmed a little I noticed something terrifying. The voices...they were...gone...

"They are gone!" I gasped shacking myself free. Mr Shackelbolt und Mrs Wesley looked at me concerned, pityful...no it was more of a surprise. "I know sweetheart...I know..." Mrs Wesley said laying her hand on my head. "No...I'm not talking about my parents...the voices...I mean...I already sound insane don't I?" I pressed my hands together preventing them from shaking uncontrollably. I leaned my head back taking a deep breath, as if it was my last. My untied hair fell back, touching my shoulders and back, as I heard someone sighing. My head immediatly turned around. It was a familiar face, but I wasn't sure whom it belonged to. There was no name comming across my mind, no place I could sort him into. I gave him a wryly smile, turning my head a bit to the side. His hair was barely brushed and he had a small beard. He had a scar across his face and looked kinda cheeky. "Remus Lupin." He said offering me his hand. I took it as I lightly shook it. The power hadn't gotten back into my body yet. I was still shocked by what I had seen feeling unbearable pain. "Y/n Hunter, it's a pleasure to meet you Sir." He smiled at my words as he opened his mouth, but closed it again. "Remus is fine, but please tell me more about these voices." He gazed me curiously lifting the left edge of his mouth and pulling it into a smirk.
"I... I used to be able to read people's mind. I mean I used to do it when I was a kid and I knew how to do it later again. I mean it's kinda weird right...actually it's not really, huh?" I was mumbling my words, slurring half of it making half of the people in the room think I was either really drunk or really insane.
" It's not weird Y/n this is the Wizarding world." Lupin spoke. He seemed understanding, but also he didn't seem to pity me. He made me more comfortable, than all the others there. "Right again, well I don't know why it's gone again, it was only gone one time and I need it right now, more than ever..." My voice got quieter and lower from word to word. How would I be explaning my need for this power of mine. Because I wanted revenge? Because I had the urge feeling to kill those who killed my parents just a few hours ago? That I was a nobody without it and no seriou threat to anyone. I was desperate to learn about my powers and now I had lost them...

"Let's get them back then, right?" Lupin playfully looked at me making me less uncomfortable. I think he knew how much I needed someone to get me off the topic right now. I held my tears in, tried  not to seem weak. I wanted to be strong. And I could be!

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-P.o.V. Draco Malfoy-

I was sitting on the large couch in front of the fireplace. I missed Y/n already. I missed her a lot. She never minced the matter and she was honest. She was that kind of loyal person I always wanted to have  by my side. It made me agry countless times, but in the end I knew she was somehow right. Not that, this would make Potter appear better to me at all...I just hope she was doing alright. That she was healthy and happy and everything was going fine. Her letter had made me cry. I am a flawed person, but I wanted her back so much, that I didn't know what to do. Granger or her Griffindor friends should know where she was. But I wouldn't ask them...I just couldn't...or could I?

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-P.o.V. Ron-

We were sitting all together, Hermione was reading a book, Harry and I were playing chess, when Fred and George bursted into the room, eyes widely opened, concerned and worried faces. Not very typical for them. If they weren't pranking us. something really happened. "What's wrong?" Hermione immediatly asked putting her book aside, she wouldn't usually do so. "Follow us." The twins said in unison. Everybody got up, following the twins outside the big room. "What's up now?" I asked looking at them curiously. Would Y/n get married to someone secretly? What was this fuss about? "Y/n is with mum and dad...her parents...."George started. "No...they are...are they?..."Hermione gasped shaking nervously. Fred nodded his head, causing her to hold onto me. I held her close so she wouldn't fall. Harry seemed pale, but other than that he was calm, not speaking a word. The twins were still as they were before. I wondered how much they liked Y/n to be that worried. They had never been very serious at all.

"What now?" I asked as Hermione, just as the twins pulled a determined face on. They had a plan, that was for sure...

"Next holidays, we'll be going home." Fred told me smiling again. Their plan seemed to make him less worried as he started to look like the old Fred again. Bloody hell...a quiet Fred was pretty scary. "And then we will help Y/n." George added with the same attitude. "And we will give her strenght." Hermione marked standing on her own two feet again. Harry and I just quietly agreed, still trying to figure out what excatly they were planing.

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-P.o.V. Y/n Hunter (later that day)-

I was in my new room, in my new bed. Dressed in Ginny's clothes, my hair tied up. My hands were still shaking every now and then. My head rested on the pillow beneath it. I tried to breath calmly, be okay for my revenge's sake, but it was way too hard to keep it in. Tears started to fall down my cheeks. Pressing my head into the pillow I tried to ake my sobbing appear noiseless. It was at least a little better, since I didn't feel that bad about crying. All my life I had never cried as much as I did this year. Besides the loss of my parents, I wanted my friends to be closer, I even wanted Draco to be closer to me. Even though we even being us. It would be awkward to still be friends after all of this, but I felt like we were meant to be together...or was I just a little girl hoping for everything to end up like a fairytale? While the tears where flodding down my face, as I tried to remain in a calmer state, but not matter how hard I was trying my sobs just wouldn't stop. A soft knock on my door and I wiped my tears away before responding in  a low voice "Yeah?"

                                                                                      

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That's it for this chapter then hehe. Well I hope you guys still enjoy the story even after this long break. I'll upload more often as I promised. I think I will update every monday, wednesday, Friday and maybe another day haha, I'm not sure yet. Anaway stay healthy and take care of yourselves.