When the lights go out [Malfoy x reader story]

The Moon

The moment Lupin and I reached the Weasley house, Mrs Weasley stormed out. Her worried face, made my heart ache. She ran towards Lupin and me, before she hugged me. "Y/n I was deeply worried! You could have at least left a note Remus!" She tells me, before she yells at Lupin. I wasn't comfortable at all, my knees got weaker, than ever. "I'm sorry." I sigh, hugging her back.
The cold shiver, that was running down my spine was awfully scary.
I was scared. They all cared so much for me, yet, I knew that one day I'd leave them all just to take my revenge. I was just as selfish as those I didn't like. I wasn't any better than any of them. Before I came back Slytherin for me, was my mum's house, a good place with sly and smart people, but now that I was there I knew why people preferred not to be around them. Not every single one of them, yet it was no difference to me and my actions.
"Oh Darling it's alright. I made soke breakfast, so come and eat with us, alright?" Mrs Weasley asks, giving me a king and comforting smile. I nod my head and look back at Lupin. He smiles.

We sat at the table eating some breakfast. Left were only Lupin Mrs Weasley and I. The others were gone. I was eating some scrambled egg and thinking when Lupin cleared his throat. "It was delicious Molly, but I have to go now." He says slowly getting up from his chair. I wave my hand to say goodbye when he reciprocated my wave, before leaving.

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I was strutting through the house. Not knowing what exactly to do while Mrs Weasley was out. My way brought me up to the attic, where a few shelves were stuffed, with all kinds of No-maj things. And a picture. Slowly I went closer to the picture.
Sirius Black. My mother had mentioned him, they were around to same age. And Mrs and Mr Weasley. And Hagrid. I recognized some faces from the  picture, but I wanted to know more. Therefore I got up and went down to the room I was borrowing.
Suddenly there was a great tiredness coming over me. Looking at the picture, I put it on the stand beside my bed carefully. My hand was laying on it, as I closed my eyes.

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The moment I woke up, it was the middle of the night. My gaze wandered through the darkness as it laid on my jacket. Not even thinking about anything I grabbed my wand, helping myself to a dim light. Then I grabbed my jacket pulling it over my arms and shoulders. I did my best not to make a sound, gliding over the wooden floor of the house until I reached the door.
With light steps and a heavy heartbeat I walked down the path, on which Lupin and I had been before. The wind was holing as it threw backmy hair, which was heavily moving in the wind. The bright moon was clearly visible, on the dark sky of the night, which only had a hand full of stars that night. I grabbed the collar of my own jacket pulling it tighter to my throat. The moment I looked up to the stars it felt like my parents were watching me. My left reached up to the sky, trying to grab something invisible, something unreal. As the wind got stronger I fully closed my jacket, still pressing it closer to my body to prevent the cold from coming inside of it. I was fully deaf for the noises around me. For the rabbit hole in which I nearly stepped, for the small worms on the ground. My heart felt delighted, by the strength of the wind and the bright moon. The further I walked the lighter my heart got as I made a final decision, I wanted to go back to Howards.
I was orphaned by death eaters, so now, I it was my responsibility to make sure I would be the best witch ever and kill those who did it.
When I arrived the clearing I sat back on the large stone, one which I sat on before. The cold breeze was calming and so was my regular slow breath. It didn't stop regardless of what I was thinking of. Draco, my parents, Hermione, the twins, everything, it was like a shadow in the back of my mind, as I looked up to the clear sky. Did Lupin perhaps leave because of the moon? To me it seemed calming, peaceful, like a small drop in the sky, to him it must be anything, but calming. I was wondering if he was fearing it...

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When I woke up again, the sun didn't raise fully yet. I wasn't tired. Not at all I felt alive and awake. A light knock on the door and I was sitting in my bed straight gazing it. "Yes?" I ask gazing the darkness. "Oh Y/n wonderful, you are awake." It was Mrs Weasley. "Yes, I am, how may I help?"
"You got a letter and it says, that it is really important, so I thought I might give it to you immediately." She answered. It was then, when I noticed, that she was still wearing a long pyjama and a dressing gown. I got up and carefully took the letter before sitting back on my bed again. Mrs Weasley smiled at me and reassured me that she was just around in case I needed someone to talk. I thanked her before she left.

Dear Y/n,
I suppose as you read this you are well up and somewhere safe. I can not tell you how sorry I am about your loss! I hope you are still with mum, otherwise this letter won't reach you, just as the last. We have a lot of problems over here, not even because of Umbridge, but also because of everything happening here. Dumbledores army is on the edge of it's powers against them.
Well this is none of your concern, since you seem to have bigger troubles.
Please take care of yourself!
Lots of love Fred