Okay So...Did You Have to Reject Me Infront of Everyone?

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School is so horrible....

Even though I'm doing AWESOME

Ps dedicated this caz of her nickname

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I feel hot, and my clothes feels so clingy, I wanna lay down on the grass and just cool out a bit, even though it's scattered with mud.

"Shay, you look hot."

Thank you captain obvious, "Shaw, I thought why were just friends, you can't go around saying the I'm sexy, people will suspect something, thanks for the reminder though."

"Hardy har har, funny. But for real you look as though your about to die, you tank top is one shade darker, and your one shade lighter, do you think it's time to use that pass you got there?"

We were behind the school where the drop outs and "hookers" (the ones playing hookey) are hanging out . I would go back inside, but it feels as though it's too much of a long walk.

"We're already outside, might as well just leave. I can't cross the border till after 3:10 though."

"Damn,you look sick, I think it's best I take you home."

confused now. " Umm...I thought I just said I can't go home?"

He smirked, " Who said anything about taking you to YOUR home."

O-kaaaayy,.....awkward

"I don't know how to take care of a pregnant chick, so your gonna have to help me out."

Mental eye roll. " This has nothing to do with being pregnant, the temperature is high, that's all."

He literally rolled his eyes at me, " Its the middle of fall, I know what I'm talking about. Do you know anything about being pregnant, especially with a baby as powerful as yours"

"Of course I don't, I didn't think I would need to know until now."

His face fell, "Oh wow, that's strange, in my old pack all females over the age of 13 were required to learn about alpha female pregnancies; just incase they were the alpha's mate or something."

We just sat there in awkward silence, the heat fading away My head filled with the thoughts that I hate to hear so much. Teenager. Eighteen. Mateless.Pregnant. No future.

Simple things that used to mean the world to me, like prom, homecoming, Senior Ditch Day,graduation, and so on all lost their significance.

"Hey Shay, why are you sad?"

He had this somber look on his face, as though he wanted to start crying with me.

" I remeber when my mom got pregnant with my little bro, when she took that pregnancy test, she looked so happy, she burst with tears, my dad stayed up all night planning the bedroom, and booking doctors appointments. He spent hundreds making sure that my mom got the best medical care there is."

"And you're sad because?"

Sigh..." Shaw, being pregnant should be the happiest thing in a girl's life. She's supposed to celebrate, tell her whole family, cherish the moments that she is being spoiled to death. I wanted that."

"Maybe you can still have it."

The tension got thicker, but my heart felt lighter. Shaw was a really good friend, and deserved a good mate. I curse the bitch that broke his heart.

"How?"

He held my hand, " I'm not perfect,but I'm proud of that, cause when your perfect,you have to live up to people's expectation, and your life sucks. I know one thing though, I can make you happy. We have something that no one else has, we both have been convinced that we're not good enough. And at first, I used to believe that was true about me... Until I met you..I realize, that if they're trying to convince YOU, that your not perfect, then they're the wrong ones, 'cause your amazing."

I was shocked. I knew what I said before, that he deserved a good mate, but can I be that mate? I never really did get a chance to prove my self worthy, but what if I screw this up? Can I risk losing this awesome friendship I've made. And can Shaw take another heart breaking.

"Shaw...."