Okay So...Did You Have to Reject Me Infront of Everyone?

Bravado

Its been five days since the meeting, five days since Grant got hauled away, and five days of stares and disaproving looks. Everyone thinks I'm a baby killer, I dont even get that.I'm still pregnant, I didn't intentionally put my children in danger.

Yet I have to admit that I deserve it. Whether nearly killing my children was intentional or not, I knew that becoming human would have put them in some kind of risk. I have start thinking of something more than me. I have to start thinking about the trouble i can cause in the lives of three people.

I have to start thinking like a mom. I now have not one but two responsibilities.

Alpha decided that it was time to convene. He claims that we have learned our lessons; I know he's lying. He found his sick solution to the problem.

When I finally got to the Main House, I found that Alpha and Grant were already in full blown conversation. "Oh, Ms.Lupus, nice to see you could make it. Pleade, have a seat."

Alpha was in an awfully cheerful mood. I wish I could lie to you and say that I wasn't scared. "Anything you have to say to me, I can handle standing up."

There was an anger filled glint in his eyes thay lasted less than a second. "I see your a tough one. Just like my wife back in the day. Grant and I have made some very interesting decisions.Grant has decided to do what's best for the pack, by agreeing to marry to you. We're now deciding whether you all should get married before or after my grandchildren arrive."

"Dad, the only reason I agreed to marry her was to make sure that my children are in a stable home. I don't want to be married to her," he turned to sneer at me, " a moment to soon"

"Grant, be reasonable now. It's bad enough she got herself impregnated out of wedlock, the least we could do is prevent her children from being born bastard."

That statement is what finally got me to talk. "Wait, wait, wait. Got.Herself.IMPREGNATED?!? Are you freaking kidding me? Your acting as thought this is all my fault."

The Alpha looked act me as if I was worthless. " Well, you have to admit you submitted yourself to my son pretty easily."

Huh. Like father like son, both of them seem to be jackasses. ! "If it weren't for the fact that you hold my entire life in your hands, I would tell you what you are, and send you where you should be; since I can't, however, I'll just have to keep my feelings to myself. I will however not accept this injustice placed upon me. Sir, I have eight months until I become a mother and six until I become a highschool graduate, with all due respect, can you please get the opportunity to enjoy my freedomn?" I said, struggling not to flip him off.

An awkward silence followed my statement, and lasted for about five minutes while Grant and I watched him pacing around his office, and randomnly picking up papers from his desk."Alright, let's make a deal, I let you enjoy your childhood for a few more months, but we'll wait for the week after your graduation, then your getting hitched, whether you enjoy it-" he paused to look at Grant, who looked as though he was about to object "or not."

I let out the breath I was holding in. six months, I had six months to be me.

"If your dreading this so much, why did you offer to marry me." I said, while stumbling after Grant

" I didn't do it for the benefit of me." he said,trying to get as far away from me as possible.

"If you think that your helping me, let me tell you from now what you did in there just basically ruined my life."

He laughed.mockingly " Please believe me when I say this decision had nothing to do with YOU,runt." he said the words ' you' and 'runt' with so much disgust that I nearly cried, or maybe its just the hormones kicking in.

"Well why don't you just fuck off then. Leave me be miserable. I don't give a fuck. I hate you. I hate this place. I hate this pack...fuck it... I hate me for having these stupid babes which I hate...it's because of them that I now have to deal with you!"

I pointed my finger accusingly at him "You got me in this mess.I demand you get me out.I hate this!" Sobs racked through my body as I broke down on the floor. I hate this sudden feeling of desparity. I must have looked like a hot mess, and the worst part? He doesn't even care.

A small crowd gathered around us, all asking if I was okay. I decided, if I was gonna give up my freedomn, I might as well have some fun with it "You can't force me to abort my babies. I WON'T." Grant looked down at me with confusion while murmurs rang out through the crowd

"What are you talking about stupid bitch. Get off the floor."

Gasp were heard around us, and Grant finally understood what I was doing. He looked down on me with so much fury that the crowd became even more shocked.

It's time for the hook and reel in " You know I am pregnant, with twins; yet you insist on cheating on me. Why?"

Grant looked like he was about to shit a brick, oh, was he angry. " Bi- er... I mean Shayla, please get up. You'll hurt yourself."

Sparks went through.my hand as he helped me up, I noticed that every girl watched in awe as he helped me up..those sluts... they have no idea what I have to go through...

I got into his car and we sat in awkward silence before driving off..I can tell this is gonna be a long, weary, journey.