Hey guysss sorry I didn’t make this sooner, I was too lazy to do it 😂😂 This is extremely messy but please bare with me
So that night I was actually pissed off because my parents were having a party for our culture ( My CR self is Haitian ) and when we do, the music is LOUD. It was in the middle of the night and the party was dying down, all my cousins and close family members were starting the leave and I decided to go to sleep. ( My CR house is big enough for me to actually get away from the party )
I put on my headphones and put on some like ambience noises from YouTube and I tried to go to sleep because around that time it was at the middle of the night?? I used Bird noises and stuff because I’m in a secluded neighborhood in DR.
So I was visualizing things and since I already had sound to listen to, I decided to use my sense of touch, and on my bed, it’s pretty soft but in my desired reality bed it’s softer than that like I cannot express how soft it was holy crap so I was using my sense of touch on my Cr bed and I said things like “ Well my bed only feels like this because the sheets are messed up in my desired reality “
I did this thing like making up excuses from CR to focus them on DR. For example, you smell some crap or something in your Cr, and you start to get doubts, make an excuse for it like “ Well it only smells like crap in my Desired reality because my cat made it” I really did have a cat in DR, put I didn’t actually think that lmao
I scripted that there was going to be like a Thunder Storm that night in DR. In my DR I’m a kid ( 5 ), I stayed in my brother’s room for that night. Sort of how when you go your sibling’s or parents room to sleep since the Thunder and Lightning were scary really and such.
I honestly didn’t check the time because who checks the time when you’ve just shifted???!The reason why I was wanting to wake up next to someone because I didn’t want to be scared once I got to my DR. I’m a pretty nervous person ngl. I like having the company when I’m doing something I’ve never done before. Plus the fact that I was shifting the first time myself after doing different Communal Shifts with other people.
Saying affirmations and Visualizing took a long time because I kept getting side-tracked and my mind started wandering, so I’d repeat the process over and over until I stopped thinking about random stuff.
My eyes were clamped shut and my eyes started trembling and I started to get really dizzy, it’s like my eyes were dilating big and small over and over again. Instead of size dilation, my eyes kept moving horizontally...like when you spin around in a circle and the world spins around you.
After that, my body jolted upwards after all of my limbs were twitching, like my soul was coming out of my body and I had a stronger urge to move my CR body Position, like I was literally itching to move.
I remember reading a post that you shouldn’t really move when this urge happens, the urge was so strong that I felt like literally harming myself ( Don’t worry this won’t happen to you ) I don’t have a disorder, I just have a low tolerance. I HAVE to move.
So I didn’t, a couple moments of me calming down, my body started to settle down and I guess that was the cue to open my eyes? I was nervous because I didn’t want to open my eyes and see the ceiling of my CR again and start all over.
My scent was starting to align with my DR Self’s, MY BROTHER’S ROOM SMELT SO GOOD BUT ALSO SMELT KINDA BAD BECAUSE SPORTS AND SWEAT 😪 ( Mind you know he’s only a couple years older than me, don’t be concerned ) So I kept doing this for a while and my body didn’t really vibrate, except for my eyes. Like how everyone says it does.
The painful feeling of my headphones faded away and my body felt enlightened, my heart started to beat rapidly and I tried not to get so excited, getting excited is like a first trigger whenever you shift for the first time I guess? I wanted to look at myself quickly, I didn’t have a desired face but I wrote how I wanted to look and I looked so beautiful. I don’t exactly know how I’m going to look when I’m older, but since I was a child my face was so adorableee, I could literally pinch my own cheeks. This whole experience was extremely emotional, all of my literal insecurities faded away and I felt perfect ( My DR self isn’t perfect, but it felt much perfect that my CR self )
Though I have lots to share, I’m not about to share my whole day but LISTEN, it was so heart whelming and I felt so happy, whenever I met my family members it felt so good because I actually had a family who loved me and cared about my well-being., they were so sweet and amazing people, it was kind of overwhelming because I’ve never felt this much love before. It felt so awfully magical. They had the most tastiest food I’ve ever had, everything was clean, I still had some stupid fights with my siblings because we’re still young and dumb. I met my friends, they actually felt like actual fucking friends
Everything seemed so Euphoric and Nostalgic, like how I’ve read that when you change your soul but not your CR mind, I’ve scripted that I remembered everything from CR so I could go back and change some scripts.
BTW here’s a tip, when you have extremely long hair, make sure it isn’t heavy because It actually hurts ( HEAVY!! )
I didn’t want to go back to WR because I didnt really see the point in it?? I wasn’t going to come back to CR, but I wanted to check up on everything AND MY LOVELY FRIENDS ON THIS AMINO ( Love y’all )😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😭
Sadly enough, I shifted back when Regents and Finals were starting 💁♀️
That took so long to type 😭😭😭 DM if you got questions
