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Clementine
17 hours ago
Oh my gosh you guys, last night was the most intense and crazy shifting experience I've ever had!! I was so close to making it home, I could feel it in my entire consciousness
So what happened? I had set intentions to shift a couple or hours beforehand and listened to binaural beats while doing homework for my clone. I even finished up scripting my home reality. I was in an amazing state of mind, and I was ready to go home. When I went to bed, I mentally said goodbye to everyone I knew here, and wished them love and strength in their days moving forward. Then, it was time
I put on the quantum jumping binaural beats by theta wave, and decided to use his suggestion to not sleep with a pillow that night to remove tension from theenvironment. I used two affirmations, "I'm pure consciousness attached to the universe" and "I am in my desired reality" as well as visualizing a single scene of (this may sound silly, but it was easy to visualize) becoming a patron of my favorite youtuber with the lifa debit card. My mind wandered a bit, but I was super focused in my shifting.
After awhile in this state, my whole body jerked HARD without my intervention. After this was when I began to truly feel the shifting. I was sweating, and every part of my body was numb and felt like it had been running for millenia. Dark blue shapes and patterns swirled around my vision despite my room being completely free of distractions. Eventually, these colors became lighter and lighter. I never got the infamous 'white light' everyone else's had but I was close to it! I couldn't move but my body was twitching, and the space around me felt.. bigger? (My dr room is surrounded by a pool, so it's much bigger) I heard faint movement and sounds around me, my body felt foreign and like I was slowly seeping back into the energy of the universe. I was completely conscious this entire time.
I think it didnt work because at that time, I had been studying for midterm exams for 6 hours. I was exhausted, and couldnt sleep properly. So I was a dummy and I moved my position which felt WILD. There was a four percent lag between my movements and me, and my childhood bedroom felt unfamiliar and strange to me. I checked the time curiously, and only 90 minutes had past. It felt to me like at least 4 hours.
I'm so overjoyed to know that I'm heading home soon!! I'm gonna try to take a nap this afternoon, then try again tonight when I'm not so sleepy!! Wish me luck!
