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Hᴀɴᴜᴇʟꨄ
1 day ago
So i haven't updated on this and forgot to tell y'all...whoops.
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Part one
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So the first time went like this.
I laid down in bed, I did no method, I cleared my mind and I believed. I 100% believed, throughout the day I didn't think about the next one, (ex- "omg i have homework tomorrow), I lived through the day like it was my last, I hung out with my family, watched nostalgic shows, brought up good memories (!!!!). Before i went to bed, I visualized and fully believed this was it. I went to sleep and had like 2 dreams (that i forgot). Until I opened my eyes, and i was in the same room (like i scripted) I didn't see how i looked like. I could move and control what I can do. And I immediately felt at home. My phone was buzzing under my pillow so I picked it up.
And it was a snapchat notification...
A snapchat notification from fücking chenle skajjsjsj.
But for some reason, I was calm. Like this was just another day. So i opened my phone and I talked to Chenle for like an hour. We were joking around and tbh it was mad wholesome :sob: :sob: :sob: :cupid: .
So I made one of those "fake offensive" jokes (u know the one w your friends where u pretend you're offended but you're not and u messing w your friends shahs)
He pretended to be all mad lmaooooo. So we were messing around for s few more minutes until I was like "yo u annoying" cause he was spamming my phone.
So I put my phone under my pillow. And I closed my eyes. And I was soooo happy, until...
I opened my eyes and my body jerked forward and I was yeeted back here :violin: :violin: :violin: .
I realized that when I closed my eyes I probably accidentally fell asleep...now i'm here :sob: :sob: . And the whole experience was so enchanting in a way,and i'm madd homesick. I know it's not a lucid dream because I am a lucid dreamer and lucid dreams ain't this chill.
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Part two
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Okay this one is way more weird. This was accidental.
So This happened like a week after my first shift. I finished listening to this binaural beats and went to take a shower. And I was like
"Ok universe, when I step out of this bathroom I WILL SHIFT OK?!?,,," my dumb self forgot to specify.
I walked out the bathroom and everything was supposedly the same. Until I started texting my friend, she was acting. weird, she named this random show that didn't exist. And i felt mad sus, she was acting odd, so I asked her about some precious memories we had when we hung out.
The majority were the same...but some memories were different and other didn't happen. Either way over time I understood it's not my reality. I'm convinced I shifted back a few weeks ago . Either way All I Know is I'm yeeting home.
