A Blessing in Disguise

𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓕𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷

"Morning buttercup, Rachael texted me and told me what happened so im here for moral support" Luke says hanging me my coffee
"Thank you" I say in a sad tone
"Hey what's wrong, what's that?" Luke asks and grabs the note out of my hand
"Its nothing! Give it back!" I scream
Luke laughs and starts to read it and I jump over my desk and rip it out of his hands
"Um why the fuck did he say he is excited t work wit you in bed?" Luke says angrily
"What are you talking about you read it wrong" I say in a nervous tone
"Then let me see what it says" Luke exclaims
"No" I blurt out
"Did you seriously fucking take him home last night y/n after I told you how I felt, you don't even know him, how could you do that to me" Luke says first
In a pissed of time which slowly turns into a sad tone
"Luke we aren't together, I told you I need tine to think about everything and now with this whole mess up I'm triple booked and I just can't do this right now" I say starting to tear up

I suddenly feel super guilty about sleeping with brad and embarrassed that Luke knows and I just want to cry

"Y/n I'm sorry, I'm sorry you are right you can do whatever you want, I know you are stressed out I'm here for you just come here" and he pulls me in his chest and lets me try into him
He softly plays with my hair trying to help me calm down

I look up at Luke
"I'm so sorry, and I'm sorry I'm crying, I never cry" I say
"Y/n it's okay you can do what you want, and I know I've never seen you cry and I've known you forever" Luke says in a comforting way

"Hey let's get you cleaned up and I will stay here and help you with whatever you need and if I can't do anything I will be here for support" he says
I nod and smile

He wasn't kidding he stayed with me and Rachael until 3 in the morning figuring out a schedule on how I'm going to be able to do this while I'm away, and honestly I couldn't have done it without him, he's such a good person how could I not be in love with him I just don't get it, something ing is missing, some spark I don't know I know that sounds super stupid but all I know is that there is that spark when I'm with brad.
How am I going to tell Luke.....