A Blessing in Disguise

𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓣𝔀𝓮𝓫𝓽𝔂 𝓝𝓲𝓷𝓮

"Nothing nothing" I say putting my head down
"No what is it" he says as he lifts my head up with his finger
"It's just that you always make me feel better" I say resting me elbows on his shoulders because my arms are really tired from holding them up
"Well I am kind of a sex god" brad says with a smirk
"That's not what I'm saying, I mean in general. I just feel safe with you" I say

Ew stop y/n he's going to think you are a psycho. Stop talking about your feelings

"I'm glad" brad says blushing
"Okay well let's get you out and into different clothes" brad says leaving a peck on my lips and stands up and raps himself up in towel before doing the same to me
He walks me over to his closet and picks out a big sweatshirt and a pair of his boxers
"Will this do? I don't really have girl clothes here" he says with a  chuckle
"Yes it's perfect" I say with a  smile
Brad helps me get his hoodie on slowly and I smile while it's covering my face trying to take as much of his sent in before my head pops out of the hole

Brad gets dressed and helps me back into his bed.
"Okay so let's look that the schedule and see when we need to be in Barcelona" brad says grabbing his laptop and pulling me close to him so I can see the screen

"Hey do you have my phone?" I ask realizing that I've been so distracted by this boy that I don't even need my phone
"Oh shit right! Yes I do I kept it charged. Rachael has been been texting me and taking care of everything with the business but your phone has been going off non stop for days" brad says and hands me the phone
I open my phone and see hundreds of notifications. Emails, texts, calls. Everything.
I try to text with both my thumbs but it hurts to bad so I have to use one pointer finger
"God damnit!" I say
"What's wrong?" brad asks resting his chin on my shoulder
"I just really wish i didn't do this to myself, I can't do anything!" I say getting pissed off
"Y/n it was an accident don't blame yourself and you will get stronger as the days go by. Here I have more pain killers that won't knock you out to sleep." Brad says and hands me two Little blue pills
"Thank b" I say.
He doesn't know the real reason I got hurt and I Can never tell him, I would feel so guilty for what I put him through
I scroll through my phone and realize I need to make a million calls and deal with a million things
"Hey do you mind if I go into your office to deal with all of this I don't want to bore you with my work stuff" I say to brad scooting my way off the bed
"Yes I mind" he says and pulls my back next to him. I look at him confused
"You could never bore me, let me be your assistant for the day." Brad says
"What no! this is my job I'm sure there is stuff you need to take care of" I say trying to get off the bed once more, but he pulls me towards him again and says "Nope all done, I mean what else was I going to do while you were sleeping, please let me help you" he says with his big brown puppy dog eyes glistening at me
"Okay fine" I say and roll my eyes
"Okay what do you need me to do first" brad says with a smile
"Can you log into my email and look at everything that Rachael has CCed me on please? She has everything  organized by clients and merchants etc." I say
"Yes, what is your password?" Brad asks
"Guess" I say with a jokingly laugh
brad types something in and my email unlocks
"WHAT THERE IS NO WAY YOU JUST GOT THAT" I scream
"I know you pretty well, I mean you love your dog and your lucky number is 7 so elio7" brad says with a chuckle

God he's so cute. Like what guy actually listens to the unimportant stuff.  And remembers it! FUCKK I like him to much

"Damn Simpson's Gonna steal my whole identity" I say laughing

In a blink of an eye we have been doing paperwork and calls for over four hours laughing and talking in between.

"I have to pee so bad, I'll be right back" I say and hop off the bed
"Let me know if you need help" brad says typing away on his laptop

I pee and look at myself in the mirror
Y/n why do you feel like this about brad. You have to stop, I don't even know what this feeling is. I like him but there is something else. Why do you feel so safe and at home when you are With him? Maybe because he's a best friend? A brother? I don't know but you need to just ignore it. This is friends with benefits that's it don't make it something it's not. God Rachael was right I should have never done anything I can't handle this feeling. It's like I have butterflies all of the time no matter what they never go away......