A Blessing in Disguise

𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓣𝔀𝓮𝓷𝓽𝔂 𝓕𝓲𝓿𝓮

As if I was having Déjà vu, I woke up in a bed I didn't recognize, brad was there, he told me I had an accident and then he fed me little white pills, played with my hair, told me he wasn't going to leave me and I went to sleep even though it was light outside.
I don't know how many times this happened but this time when I woke up I was awake awake
"Brad?" I called out in a stronger voice this time and he shot up from his tiny chair and came over to me
"Brad I remember what happened" I say in excitement but looked down to my arms and instantly my mood changed
"Well hello y/n" he said still in a soft voice
"Brad how long have I been in your bed?" I ask
"Well after they released you from the hospital you have been coming in and out of sleep for almost three days, you lost a lot of blood.the doctors said that it would take a couple of days for you to be back to normal" he says calmly as he sits next to me on the bed.
"Holy shit what did I do to myself...oh my god we had interviews and talk shows I need to get up I have to keep working" I say starting to stress

How could I be so stupid, how could I do this to myself!

"Y/n we took care of everything I promise, please trust me, I'm just glad you are okay" he says and wraps his fingers with mine
"You really scared me" he says and gives a weak little blush

He looks so tired so weak, his eyes are puffy and his hair is all messed up

"Brad when's the last time you slept?" I ask
"Um I think five hours" he says
"You know it's healthy to get eight hours of sleep a night" I say with a chuckle
"-in the last four days..." he says with a weak smile
"Brad what on earth! Why!" I yell
"I told you I wouldn't leave you, I couldn't sleep anyways when I know you are in pain" he says and he puts his head down, but I get a glimpse of his eyes and they have started to water
"Come here" I say motioning for him to crawl in bed with me
"Hell no you are finally awake, you must be hungry, let me make you something" he says
"Brad Come here" I say again
He looks at me and smiles and comes around to the other side of the bed to crawl under the covers
He helps me slide down and he pulls me in close to his chest
"Please let me know if you need anything at all" he says with a Yawn
"Brad did you really not leave me at all?" I ask
"I told you I wouldn't, and I didn't. Joe got a little annoying that I skipped those interviews but you are more important." He says
"Wait you missed them for me?" I ask with a smile on my face
And he just chuckled and yawned again
I snuggled up to him and he helped to put my arms in a position where they didn't hurt as much. They hurt so bad but I don't want brad to worry anymore. I mean I don't even know what is under these bandages.
"Brad...."
"Yeah?"
"Um I'm scared" I say looking at my arms, and my eyes start to water
He smiles at me softly "it's not as bad as you think I promise, I got you" and he leans down and kisses my four head
That's when I notice he had a hospital band on his wrist that patients wear
"Brad why do you have that on?" I say in a scared voice
"Oh, well he have the same blood type so I was the one that donated" he says
I don't say anything I just burry I head in his chest and cry

I did this. I did this because I didn't want Luke to tell brad that I had feelings for him. I hurt brad this is all my fault. How could I do this to him

Brad tilts my head up so I'm looking at him and he looks into my eyes, closes his and kisses me softly.

We cuddle back up and before I know it I'm asleep again with the warmth of brads chest and listening to his heartbeat .