A Blessing in Disguise

𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓽𝔀𝓮𝓷𝓽𝔂 𝓢𝓲𝔁

I wake up still resting my head on brads chest. I don't know how long we have been sleeping but I'm so hungry I could die. I try to slowing get off brad so he could sleep a little more. I mange to sit up and I stand up. As soon as I stand up my knees feel like they are about to buckle in but I catch myself and regain my balance.
I walk to the kitchen and see if there is anything in the fridge I could eat. As soon as I try to pull on the Handle I scream. I hear brad running to the kitchen.

"Y/N ARE YOU OKAY WHAT HAPPENED" brad yells out from the hallway
I'm on the floor on my knees with my arms rested on top of them.

"I tried to open the fridge and I don't know it hurt so bad" I cry out
He crouches down next to me and holds me in his arms
"Why didn't you wake me up y/n, I'm supposed to be taking care of you" he says in a angered tone
"I wanted to let you sleep, it's my fault you haven't been sleeping and I thought I could do it by myself" I say
"Non of this was your fault, accidents happen. I know you love being in control and doing everything for yourself but you have to accept the fact that you can't and I'm here to do it for you" he says
I nod and he helps me stand back up and walks me to bar stool
"Okay what sounds good?" He asks
"Literally anything I'm so hungry" I say back
"How about soup? You haven't eaten anything solid so I feel like that would be good for your tummy" he says
"Wow look at you being all motherly" I say with a smirk and he laughs and starts making me some soup
"Did uh did everyone make it home okay after the party?" I ask wanting to see if Luke ever talked to him
"Yes everyone was pretty freaked out when it happened and your friends and family stayed the night with you at the hospital but when the doctors said that you would be okay they all had to fly back home. I've been updating your parents so they know you are okay"
"Oh good, I seriously can't thank you enough B" I say
"Oh also Luke wanted me to give this too you" and brad grabs a gift box from the coffee table and hands it to me
"Oh thank you, did you talk to him?" I ask
"No he was pretty drunk, he just kept saying "this happened because of me" I didn't know what he meant but he told me to give this too you, and then I called him a cab" brad says
"Oh um okay" I say and slowly open the box trying not to hurt myself
I remove the paper and ask brad to get out a notebook that Ive seen before

"Oh my god no fucking way" I say opening the book
"What is it?" Brad asks
"Oh no way in hell are you reading this" I say with a smirk
"Okay whatever at least tell me what it is" he asks
"Well when me and Luke were kids We both used to keep a diary slash song book and when we both turned 14 we gave  each other the other persons diary and promised that when we turned 25 and were both in famous bands that we would give the diary's back"
"Wow I can't believe he held onto this, I honestly can't believe he even remembered god he's just such a good friend" I say with a smile
"Wait I'm sorry a song book? Do you sing?" Brad says stirring my soup
"No no noooo" I say realizing I just told BRADLEY WILL SIMPSON that I might be able to sing
"Okay you have to show me this book this isn't fair at all you can't tell me this is your diary from your childhood and not let me read it" he laughs and grabs it from the table
"Brad no!" I scream
"Oooo lets see August 4th, 2006
Oh shit it's a song, I got luckyy" brad says running from me so I can't get it back

"Brad stop please don't! I was 12!" I scream trying to chase him but I am so slow and exhausted
"Ooo it's called "waves" oh my god lets see what the mind of 12 year old y/n wrote" he says laughing
"Brad please stop it's so embarrassing I don't even remember what is in there!" I scream laugh trying to chase him but I'm to weak so I just sit down
Brad starts reading it and I'm beet red from embarrassment sitting in a chair hoping he wont hate me after this
He reads it and his face changes from smiling to something else
"Y/n you wrote this when you were 12?" He asked with a straight face
"Um I guess so yeah" I say
"Y/n......