Dreams

The Diary

Others are slowly joining the class. And it started to fill the room with somesort loud buzz. I never liked these Chaotic situations as my mom does. I guess I take after my father.

Finally the bell rang blessedly . Mr. Donald enters the room. Unlike his name, he is not like Donald the duck by any means. Though he's a bit old but guess that emphasize what actually means. Grumpy!!!

"Grumpy!! I will not tolerate such ill- mannered  behaviour in my class! Why you did not do the assighnments that I asked for !! He says furiously .then he adds more to his angry speech ,"Every one of you must bring your asighnments right now on my desk!!" he slammed his note on the desk and slide the chair and wore his thick-rimmed glasses. Everyone, nah few of the students  are submitting I notice and most of 'em don't even bother! I slide my hand to my bag trying to find my personal poetry note/personal diary but something doesn't seem right. what came out on my hand is my homework copy and I freak when I fegured that  accidentally SUBMITTED MY PERSONAL POETRY BOOK TO MR. GRUMPY!! I mean MR.DONALD!!!!what!!!! Noooo  I need to change the notebooks before anyone could see the diary .first I calm myself then  slowly I walk to the desk and just when I was about to change the notes....

Mr Donald lifted his eyes from the book and asked with  a murky face"What are you doing!! Ms?"
I got startled by his sudden question ,I hesitate a bit then  I try to mumble something
"umm.. ummm...aa actually I submitted the wrong note. I am here to change it!!" just like my tone my face was saying it as if   I got caught tresspassing!!!

Ms  Ariana who r u to trying to fool here?!!
you are not here for swapping.. you are here for stealing!!!!"
I was soo puzzled by his words that for a brief moment I froze...

Yes he said the word "stealing "way louder than other words!! why would anyone steal there own notebook?!! Great !!now everyone's looking at me!!!!!

"No I submitted my wrong notebook before..you can check my name on the top!!" Owh.... okay let us check he says
It seems he has been convinced  by my words.. I gasp.....
"Okay don't do such mistake next time." He's aligning his desk now.

"Wait, you keep both of your notes to me...I will check them throughly" he said.. what a grumpish joke ....stealing!!!...the word irks me for a breaf moment
Ohh am doomed!!I freak, Is he gonna read my diary now! Shit I wrote all my poems there... in literature, major writing poem isn't a bad thing  Instead, it's even considered a great thing .But I am not confident in my writing!!!what if I get humiliated  .
And the class begings I snap out of my thoughts and try to focus.

"Alright CR bring the notebooks in my office." And he left. I hurriedly try to make my way out off the class....after getting out of that circus I wonder what should I do now as I have got a break . I could go to cafeteria but for some reason all the eyes creaps me out in there as I always seat by a corner alone they all think I am mysterious or something or a drugy .I  haven't talked with anyone else but Kyra here in school. She's the only person I know in this class. Not like she's my best friend or sonething..I guess classmates is the perfect word for this relation.

"Hey wanna grab a bite?" Kyra asked with a dimmed smile.
"Yeah sure" I replied. Well, I am in a state where I can't refuse anyone especially in terms of making friends!!
I smile a bit and we start walking to the cafeteria.

It's complete shambles and muddle inside the canteen. Its like the entire school is there everyone's so excited about something. It felt very weird among the sparkling cheery crowd .We have such a beautiful campus, one beautiful ground, and cafeteria full of bright people. But nothing seems to excite me anymore. The sound of there laughs, it's just chaos for me...
" Hey snap back to reality!!" Kyra snapped her fingers in front of my ears!!
"What were you thinking?? Anyone special?" Kyra enquirs in a teasing tone
"No no obviously not... I was just. zoned out for a sec!" I try to smile

We both get our lunch together.
I felt relieved that kyra started the conversation as I was struggling to arrange words to put up a conversation
"So how's your life going?"
"Umm it's fine I supoose And you?"
"it's been  great...she replies with a bright smirk. Umm, what was the scene in the class?"she again uses her teasing tone.
"Oh, that was nothing . I just accidentally swapped my personal diary with my  assignment......no shit!!I freak!!! Kyra, I need to go for a while... Umm no I don't think I'll be able to get back on time.. see ya..later I ran crazy fast  towards the office room while Kyra was looking at me all confused!!

I knock the door... Mr.Donalds office .
"Come in"
"Hello sir sorry for interrupting.... but can I get my notebooks back?"