Valerie || The Weeknd

What You Need

*WARNING*

EXPLICIT CONTENT

Valerie:

I got home safe and sound. James was waiting for me, he even made dinner. I looked at him and my heart was suddenly full of regret. Even though I didn’t love him, it was still a bad thing to do. I was already having second thoughts about me and Abel.

J: “How was your day?” He smiled as he put the plates on the table.

V: “It was fun, I need to take a shower first tho” I ran upstairs.

I opened my closet and got some new clothes. Just a simple t shirt and some shorts, I was going to sleep soon anyway. I got new underwear and went to the bathroom.

Letting my hair down from my ponytail, I took my clothes and underwear off and got in the shower. I let the warm water run through my body as I was washing my hair.

The dinner was quiet, he just asked questions about my friend and I made some answers up. I hated that I had to lie to him. I can’t believe I let myself uncontrolled and did drugs just to have sex.

Abel wanted to see me again, it wasn’t even a one time thing as I was expecting. I had to see him again and tell him we can’t do this anymore. When I made my wish at my birthday, I wished for true love, not sex. Maybe James is who I should be with.

I finished washing the dishes and headed to the bedroom. I lied down and hugged my pillows. James’ back was turned, I didn’t know if he was awake or not. That gave me time to think about everything. I found myself thinking about the drugs.

I kinda liked the feeling ecstasy gave me. I’ve never felt so free and confident. I would try it again if I was given the chance. But, I’ve got Abel, right? Would he be down for giving me drugs when we wouldn’t fuck again?

THE NEXT MORNING

Abel:

I woke up next to a blonde girl. Shit went down last night. The strippers were awesome, they were all over me but only the best made it home with me. I got up from the bed and put on whatever I could find on the floor. The girl also woke up.

I went through my texts while she was getting ready to leave. The boys wanted to get breakfast together, here in the hotel. That girl finally left and I got into the shower.

Putting new clothes on, I made my way to Lamar’s hotel room. They were all there, waiting for me. The table was filled with breakfast foods, from pancakes to croissants, to omelets. We greeted each other and sat down. I filled my plate with foods of my choice and had some coffee.

Hawk: “I fucked three hoes so hard last night, they wanted more.”

Cash: “You should have seen the way mine was screaming.”

I had a smirky smile while listening to them when my I got a notification on my phone. It was Valerie.

TEXT

“I need to see you today, when are you free?”

That made me smirk. She couldn’t even go a day without me.

“I’m free after breakfast, your house or mine?”

“You can come here”

My smirk became bigger and I was now biting my lip.

Lam: “Oh shit, he is smirking, what happened with you yesterday night?”

I woke up from my thoughts of Valerie on top of me.