Valerie || The Weeknd

Wicked Games

Abel:

After the whole incident with James last night, Valerie slept here, with me. I couldn't sleep all night, I just stayed awake starring at her beautiful face. Her sleeping face was so pure it made me smile. She was the most pretty woman I've ever been with. Well, I don't usually stare at women after we fuck but she was different, I wanted to look at her face's details. I wanted to remember her forever.

I wanted her here, in my arms, forever. I would protect her. She made me feel things that were strange to me. I hope this isn't how love feels like.

I was now staring at the celling. I was thinking how bad it would be if we were both in love. I don't date, I've never been into an actual, real and serious relationship before. Did she feel the same way too? Has she ever been in love? Would I want to be the one who gives that to her? I really wanted to be there for her, I cared for her feelings.

I knew we couldn't be together, tho. I'm a fucked up person, I would cheat on her and she would get hurt. I didn't want her to go through this, I didn't want her to have her hopes up.

She woke up and also woke me up from my thoughts. She looked up to me and I smiled.

V: "Fuck, my head hurts." She ran her hand through her hair.

A: "Good morning to you too." I laughed. She rolled her eyes with a smile.

V: "What time is it?"

A: "It's really early, like 5:45 or something. Go back to sleep."

V: "No, I gotta go back. I'm working and I can't go looking like that." She got up looking for clothes to wear.

A: "You can wear anything that's mine." I told her that since I ripped hers last night.

Despite all the things that happened yesterday, we still got high, drunk and fucked. We fucked so hard, the people next door must have heard us. She was outstanding in bed.

She went through my closet and she found a grey sweatshirt and some black shorts. She went into the bathroom, she could barely walk. I texted Peter to get her home, I couldn't leave her like that alone in the streets.

I got up and went to the mini kitchen. I wasn't craving anything that the hotel offered for breakfast so I just made some cereal.

The truth is, I was having a headache too. I poured some Alize to drink with my cereal as I watched Valerie coming out of the room.

A: "How are you feeling?"

V: "Tired. Ready to pass out." She sat next to me.

A: "Here, drink this." I gave her a glass of Alize. We both took a sip.

V: "I want to smoke one last time." She looked at me.

I gave her a blunt and watched her smoke it as I was drinking. She looked really sleepy and tired. I kinda felt bad for her, I shouldn't have let her drink so much last night.

V: "You won't be staying here, right? You were here for a couple of shows."

A: "Unfortunately, no. I will leave in a month. I don't know when I'll come back tho. I'll probably have to find my own place here cause I will be visiting a lot." I sighed hard cause I really didn't want to leave her alone here.

V: "Will this be over?"

A: "Do you want it to be over?"

V: "No." She looked down.