Valerie || The Weeknd

Initiation

Abel:

It’s been a couple of weeks since Valerie left me and I still haven’t heard from her. I didn’t want to, actually. She made her choice so it was time to move on.

I had found a new main girl, Rose. She was all I could ever asked for. Her favorite activity was getting high and drunk and sex was the only thing she liked. I was having so much fun with her, she was the perfect party girl.

I fucked her for money which she then spent on drugs, alcohol and surgeries. She didn’t care about anything else rather than sex, drugs and money. With her, I had been trying new things in bed, she was such an inspiration that I always wanted to do more with her.

What I really liked is how she got my mind off of Valerie. With Rose, I could be my old self again, heartless and ignorant, only trying to fuck whores. I forgot about love and all of that shit.

As for my singing career, everything was going exactly the way I wanted. I had started to become more recognized and successful. Being famous was indeed fun but I needed to be more careful with my night lifestyle.

Rose and I had been spotted by paparazzi every now and then and she loved the attention and the money she was getting because of me. It hyped her up. She was living the best life with me.

She was now in my house doing cocaine and getting high. She was so hot when she was like that, that’s how I wanted my girls.

R: “Guess what happened today.” She coughed from all the smoke.

A: “Tell me.”

R: “My mom found a bag of coke.”

The thing about Rose was that she couldn’t even afford to pay rent since she spent everything on drugs so, she lived with her parents. They hated the things she did in order to survive.

A: “And what happened?”

R: “She cried. That’s why I came to you, I couldn’t hear her anymore.”

I nodded. As I was getting higher and higher, I was also getting hornier and my thoughts were crazy tonight.

A: “Wanna make a sex tape?”

R: “Why?” Her red eyes looked at me.

A: “I wanna catch you at your best. I wanna see you when you look depressed and full of regret yet, you like it and enjoy it.”

Rose’s life was sad but I was the one giving her a reason to live. She did everything for my money and that got me into thinking.

R: “Alright, let’s go.” She got up and got to the bedroom.

Valerie:

I was so surprised that Abel had replaced me. I really thought he would go after me like he always did but I guess he wasn’t lying when he told me he didn’t love me anymore. He was back to his old ways.

I couldn’t stand watching the local news about them. The media thought she was his girlfriend but I’m sure they were just fucking. She was full of plastic surgeries and she looked like she was addicted to cocaine. Exactly Abel’s type.

I hated it. Seeing him with her got me jealous, I wanted to be the one he sees after midnight. I couldn’t do anything, tho. I was the one who ended things.

I just didn’t get how I couldn’t get him off of my mind and stop my feelings. Maybe I needed to get out there and find someone else who would actually love me and couldn’t get my mind off. Oh yeah, I had two and left them for Abel.