Symphony

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Time when im with asher goes by so quickly,

And everyday is pure ecstasy.

"I love you" he mumbled between kisses

"Mmm" I muttered into his lips

"I need to tell you something" he said his lips only parting with mine for a moment,

I pulled back straddled on his thighs and tilted my head to the side, my hair falling onto one side my lips swollen and cheeks flushed

He took a deep breath his eyes meeting mine

"I did somet- you know what never mind" he shook his head as if he was shaking his confession away

"You can tell me anything asher you know that, I won't judge you ever" i fiddled with the hem of his shirt

"You're too good for me"

He whispered but i laughed it off leaning back into his lips
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"So how are things with you and asher?" Lilia asked after we had finished practicing for the performance which was in only a week.

"Good, yeah things are good" i said, only hesitating slightly

"Whats with the hesitation?" She asked slinging a bag over her shoulder

Wow she knew me better than I thought

"Its just he's very secretive sometimes i feel like there is something he isn't telling me but im probably just overthinking" I dismissed my worries with a wave of my hand

"If thats how you really feel you need to talk to him" she said we were now in the parking lot

"But he's perfect lilia like amazing. I always thought he was just a shallow jerk but theres so much more behind that mask he is wearing, there is someone who has experienced things that many people wouldn't be able to deal with but he does, he is strong and sometimes i find myself questioning when he was just going to laugh in my face and tell me this-what we have is nothing but a joke, I don't want to jeopardise what we have over nothing but the thoughts i have"

I find myself confessing things to someone I wouldn't exactly call a friend and weirdly it felt good go get it off my chest.

"You love him?" She asked and i furrowed my brows

"Yes i do, he's the first person in my life for a while who has actually cared for me"

"Then if he is hiding something from you, no matter what it is, you'll be able to forgive him" a ride pulled up, a blonde in the drivers seat "love prevails allll after all my darling" she shouted while running towards the car and hopping in the passenger side kissing the blonde girl besides her.

Thats something i never knew about,

I laughed at her words and began to walk to the house i now call home.

Wherever he was felt like my home.

{helloo beautiful people how are you?}