Symphony

43

He holds me for what feels like forever until i final pull away

"Im so sorry for everything" he says pushing a fallen strand of hair behind my ear

"johnny hates me" he mutters and i tilt my head, he notices this and shrugs

"Its like some weird hatred he has for me after what i've done to you and to be honest i dont blame him" he elaborates, i stay silent

"Enough about that, i've missed you too much to talk about that right now" he shakes the topic off

"We aren't the same anymore asher" I don't want to say it but it must be said, his smile drops

"how do i trust you again? How do i know this isn't all still apart of your game?" The words pain me to say

He takes my hands in his

"It isn't annie I promise, I've barely even been able to function without you, i need you" he's pleading me to stay now, i can tell

"We can't just go back to how we used to be" i say sternly

He drops my hands frowing

"Why not? This place is your home, you're my home" his voice is fragile

I shake my head

"This is Your home it never was mine"

He frowns deeper

"No no this place was always yours as much as mine, it's ours" all his walls are down now

"Its all too much" i say " because of the game our relationship was never real, all of it was for money " my voice breaks with every word

He's vigorously shaking his head denying my every word although he knows im right

"All of it was real My love for you is real"

"Not real enough...Im better off without you" i back away from him "this can't happen anymore, we're bad for each other "

Lies, i was better of with him, i need him

"Don't you dare say that! Come back here now" he's shouting but he knows this is the last straw

"Im sorry asher, we're done" i take off the necklace he gave me walking back over to him and placing it in his palm

"Thank you for everything" i say it and i mean it with one last smile i turn around the tears already threatening to fall

He catches my arm spinning me around and smashes his lips with mine with force.

I should pull back, but my lips move with his, his tongue itching for entry, his hands grab my waist pulling me in to him.

My hands move to his hair tugging slightly as he walks backwards falling onto the sofa not breaking the kiss, i pull away catching my breath my hands on his chest as i straddle his thighs, he runs his hands up my hips tracing the curve

"Im not letting you go, not now, not ever you're it for me annie" he rushes his words but means everyone of them

His cold hand meets my bare skin pulling my shirt up a little, i take control and pull it off throwing it to the side.

He stares at me with wide eyes, lust held in them.

He takes ahold of my waist pulling me and in one swift move im under him as he hovers above me

He pulls his shirt off with one hand before leaning down peppering kisses down my neck, my hands fall back to his hair tugging slightly

"Asher" i groan "we shouldn't" I whisper the words practically saying the opposite

"Don't push me away" he whispers pulling away, his hands move to unclasping the button on my jeans "I need you"

His words hold two different meanings lust and love both of which i was ready to give him again

I pull him back down to meet my lips

"I need you too" i breathe pulling away only for a second before his lips meet mine again, dissolving any doubt i had left.

{sAUCy. But ashannie smut isn't it sis so enjoy this Pg version}