Songs & Fire [Brett and Casey]

Jealous

Jealous

Song: Jealous by Labrinth

Casey's POV

I'm jealous of the rain

That falls upon your skin

It's closer than my hands have been

I'm jealous of the rain

I'm jealous of the wind

That ripples through your clothes

It's closer than your shadow

Oh, I'm jealous of the wind

"Engaged? How is she engaged to him? What just happened? I thought I had a chance. I wanted to have a chance." Thought Casey, as he stood by the firetruck gazing at nothing in particular.

"Hey, man, you okay? You seem kinda out of it?" Severide called.

"Yeah, I'm good." Sadly answered Casey.

Everyone in the house seemed to be bouncing up and down with excitement for Brett, except Casey. Casey felt as if his world had just come crashing down. "What does he have that I don't?" "Why didn't I make a move sooner?" He asked himself.

Heartbreak and misery

It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way

You're happy without me

"Is she happy? Does he make her happy? I could make her happy. Right? I just want her to be happy. Even if it's not with me...I guess." Thought Casey as he slowly made his way into the kitchen where everyone had seemed to gather.

"She's smiling. She's actually smiling. I have to be happy for her. Right? That's the right thing to do. It has to be. I'm just...jealous. Jealous that it's not with me. I'm jealous that I'm not the one making her happy."

"You sure you're okay man?" Quietly asked Severide as he came to stand beside Casey.

"Yeah, I'm good. Just jealous." Answered Casey, whispering the last part so no one could hear.

"Just jealous," He thought.

Oh, I'm jealous of the nights

I'm jealous of the love

Love that was in here

Gone for someone else to share

Oh, I'm jealous of the love

'Cause I wished you the best of

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